Night number one; the night of the short birthday. (19Nov2016)

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They wanted me to write them more letters, but if I did they will be less romantic and more painful.

No, they didn't want me actually; they just said "you used to write us letters."

They will not lack romance or be all painful, they will reflect all that's within me; chaos!

I am lately so very messy, with scattered thoughts and feelings, or maybe I've always been that way but I just noticed it now more than ever, because let's face it, I am now less busy than ever.

I've never been that confused, that missed up, that tangled in my thoughts like I am today.

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