Little Miss Zerrie

Chapter 5

**Sophies p.o.v.**

Everyone went into the living room to watch a movie but i didn't. I went to Perrie and Zayn's room. I climbed onto the bed and pulled the covers over me.

" Sophie ?" I heard Perries voice from the doorway.

" yes ?" I ask looking at her.

" you don't want to watch a movie ?" She asked me.

" i dont really want to." I say fiddling with the duvet.

" it's okay honey. Do you wanna help me design your room ?" She asked with a smile on her face. I shot up with a big smile on my face.

" i take that as a yes." She chuckles. I nod and hop out of bed. Yes, i actually have to hop off of the bed. I run to Perrie and we both go into the kitchen.

We sit down and look at all these different colors, designs, pictures, and furniture.

" here, what about three light pink walls, then the one your bed is against is a light gray. Then your bed can be all white and your furniture can be too. Then your bed spread can be the same pink and gray with white in it and cute white pillows with it. And you can have like a pink or gray bean bag chair. Ohh ! And then for your window seat you can have it pink and have cute little pillows with it !" Perrie rants bringing colors and ideas together.

" Yay !" I say excitedly, then i stay quiet.

" me either and its not even my room !" Perrie chuckled. I laughed lightly with her. " I'll call the people and ask web they can come and then we can hand them the designs." She pulled her phone out and started typing.

" hello, yes. Umh, when can you guys come over and decorate it ?...... Tomorrow? Okay. See you then. Thank you." She says and hangs up.

" they are coming over tomorrow so we have to be out of the house tomorrow. So, what do you wanna do tomorrow ?" She asks setting her phone on the table. I shrug my shoulders.

" hmmm, welll, we just went shopping today, unless you wanna go shopping again.." Her voice trails off. I shrug again.

" soph. Talk, please. " Perrie says with her eye brows risen, her blue eyes big and bright.

" but i dont know." I say quietly looking down.

" love, im not trying to make you feel uncomfortable. Im trying to be as good of a mother as i can be for you. I have never had a kid before. This is all new to me.." She pauses. I look at her then the table again. " i just need you to talk to me more. I want you to feel comfortable around me. That's all i want. "

I feel bad for not opening up to her and not talking as much, but i have my reasons. And i dont feel comfortable sharing them right now. All i will say is mum and dad would hit me if i talked or ate.

" what happened soph ?" Perrie asked taking me away from my thoughts. I shook my head, got up from my chair and ran into the bathroom.

I hear Perrie sigh and walk to the door. " soph."

Tears fell from my eyes. No one understands. No one knows what i went through. No one knows what all happened to me.

" Sophie ? It's me dad. Are you okay ?" Zayn asks knocking on the door. I still haven't called them mum or dad yet, it doesn't feel right yet.

" yeah." I say wiping my eyes. I sniffled and stood up off the ground.

" do you wanna talk about it ?" He asked. I shook my head then forgot im behind a closed door and he can't see me.

" no. Im tired." I say and open the door. When he first sees me he pulls me into a hug. I flinch and hold my breathe. Once he notices, he lets go and looks at me. I can see in his eyes that he's hurt. I instantly feel guilty. I run under his arms into the guest bedroom.

I close the door and hop on the bed. I pull the duvet over my head and close my eyes. I hear Perrie and Zayn talking in the hallway as i try to sleep.

My eye lids got heavy and i fell asleep thinking of Perrie and Zayn.

**Perries p.o.v.**

" Perrie, it hurts knowing she is still scared of me. Will she ever trust me ?" Zayn asks painfully.

" i dont know babe. But i think shes the same with me. I think something happened at her old house with both parents. We will just have to wait till she opens up to tell us. Yes, it's a painful wait, but we have to wait till shes ready to tell us. " i say and he sighs but nods.

" lets go say goodnight. " he says and i nod. We walk into her room and see her cheeks stained with tears.

" goodnight princess." I say and kiss her forehead. Zayn does the same and we leave the room. We go into the living room and finish watching the movie with the boys.