Little Miss Zerrie

Chapter 34

••Sophie••

It's been almost a month and I still haven't told anyone. They are really trying to get it out of me still. They are even trying to get the boys to get it out of me.

Why can't you just give up ? I'm clearly not gonna tell you guys. Why can't they just understand ?!

Should I tell them ? Maybe they will leave me alone if I do..

" MUM !" I yelled and I heard running to my room.

" yes baby ?" She asked, opening my door. No turning back now..

" my dream.." Was all I had to say for her to sit next to me on my bed. " dad said that you only adopted me because you felt bad for me and that ever since I came into your family, I ruined everything. Dave and Grandpa came in and were yelling at me with dad and Dave hit me. Then da-dad had a knife and- and he cut my tummy."

By the end of it, tears were down my cheeks and as well as mums. Maybe it was a good thing I told her because I felt like somehow it felt a bit better.

She pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back. " don't you dare think we took you in because we felt bad and don't you dare think you have ruined our lives. You have made them better and uncle Niall and auntie Lucy are together because of you. Uncle Harry and uncle Louis are together because of you. Uncle Harry would still probably be dating that girl if you didn't show him how bad she is. I have some new friends because of you. You made it even better. You should know by now that daddy would never hurt you either ! " mum said pulling away and looked in my eyes.

" I didn't know how to tell you mum." I said, tears forming again. She sighed and just held me in her arms. My tears fell and she rubbed my back. " mummy I'm sorry "

" baby girl. It's okay. I just wanted you to be okay. You hardly ate or anything for a month. " she said and if made me feel worse.

" how about me and you have a mummy and Sophie day ?" She said, standing up. I nod and she helps me up. I smile and we both go change into something decent.

" so did she tell you yet ?" I heard dad's voice say as I walk out of the room. Mum was obviously face timing him.

" yeah but I can't tell you.. I want her to be the one to. It's not my dream. " mum says and I sigh in relief.

" do you think she will tell me ?" He asked and I sucked in a breath.

" just give her time babe. Trust me, she needs it. " she says and I breathe out.

" okay.." He says and I walk in.

" hi dad !" I say and walk in the view of the camera. He instantly smiles once he sees me.

" hi baby girl ! How's home been ?" He asked and I didn't know what to say.

" uh- good." I say and he nods, but he knows it's a lie. " how's over there been ?"

" it's been fun but I wish you guys were hear so I can show you all these cool places." He says and mum nods.

" we miss you babe." She says and he frowns.

" I miss you too, so does the boys.. What are you guys doing today ?" He asked and I smiled at mum.

" we are having a mummy and Sophie day." She answers and dad laughs.

" you two have fun !" He says, smiling at us. Why can't he just be here instead. He would be able to hug me and tell me I have nothing to be afraid of. Mum can do that too but I don't know why i feel more safe with dad.

" oh we will." I say and kissed mums cheek. She smiled and pulled me into a hug. " I'm glad I told you mum."

She smiled and kissed my head. " me too because now your talking and messing around like before. If I had to last any longer with you like that I don't know what I'd do."