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lxxiv. past

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lxxiv. PAST
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tuesday, 7th march 2017
katie fellows
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"ew your uncle touched you. that's disgusting."

"you can't get any guy so you let your uncle touch you, filthy slut."

"did you enjoy the stuff your uncle did to you? you deserve it anyway."

i keep hearing the same things as i walk through the school corridor. a couple of days ago, my uncle was looking after me and my brother because my parents were on their anniversary holiday. my brother had gone to his friend so it was just me and my uncle.

quietly doing my homework in my room, my uncle waded in, drunk as hell. he's been known to be a little touchy when drunk but my parents thought nothing of it. they thought my brother would be here too.

he approached me slowly, looking at me up and down. at this point i was standing up, i was still in my school uniform which consisted of my black flowy school skirt that came to my knees, black tights, white shirt which was tucked into my skirt, my white, black and green tie and a black v neck jumper. my blazer hung off my desk chair where i always hang it when i come home from school so it doesn't crease.

"look at you all grown up in your first year of comprehensive school." he smiles, continuing to walk closer.

i backed away at every step he took until i met my bed where i fell down. he grinned, continuing to approach me and sat down in front of me.

"don't be afraid darling, i won't hurt you honest."

his hands raise up and hold my skirt, tugging on it as i start to squirm in his grasp. he pulls on it harder and it soon falls down.

by now there's tears running down my face as i continue to squirm away from him, only for him to come closer to me.

i wake up in a pool of sweat and tears on my face. it was just a dream. no, it was a nightmare of my past.

reaching for my phone, i press the home button and look at the time 3:17am. i sigh.

getting up, i walk to the bathroom and splash my face a few times. my face is all blotchy from crying and i have big bags under my eyes.

i haven't spoken to my uncle since. he's tried getting in contact but after telling my parents what happened, they told him to stop calling.

when james found out, he was disappointed in himself for leaving twelve year old me alone with him.

somehow people at school found out, that's when the bullying continued. it's gotten even worse now i know shawn. they keep saying i'm using him for my pleasure.

i just can't wait until may, where i leave this hell hole for good.

two months katie, you can do this.

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so a background to katie's past and why she was called a slut in the last chapter. shawn still doesn't know about it all yet :(