*TARA POV*
*buzzzz*Buzzzz*buzzz* ''what the hell is that noise? Oh wait it's my alarm''. I thought. ''Another day an other chance''. I said to myself. Time for school maybe that will help me get through this shitty weekend.
-In school-
In every class I had I either sat with Ashley or this random girl I didn't know. My first lesson was English which meant I was sitting next to Ashley. I really hope she isn't asking a lot about how Sam is and stuff. ''Hey Tara, how are you? '' Ashley asked. ''I'm fine, why are you actually so happy today, it's monday.'' I answered. I didn't want to tell Ashley what happened the other day because I know she will slap me if she knew I broke his heart. ''Because silly, Sam followed us and after that Kian did as well''. ''Oh, great.'' ''What's up?'' Ashley wondered. ''Nothing'' I try to stay calm and not to burst out into tears, but it was really hard for me. ''Come on Tara, I know when there's something up with you. Because you would be really happy if I said that 2/6 are following us''. ''I just had a shitty weekend, that's all.'' I answered. ''Oh, alright.'' She finally shutted up. Unfortunately the silence didn't remain because it was lunch time, which meant I was again with Ashley. '' Hi tara, how were your previous lessons.'' ''Boring like usual, didn't pay attention and drawing my whole notebook. Yours?.''Well this kid named Paul was being annoying again----'' I didn't paid attention because something else had caught my eyes. Sam was getting closer and closer to the table I was sitting. Please don't come over here. I forgot he was going to the same school as me. But ofcourse the lord is testing me again. ''---- so he was sent away''. Ashley said as finishing her story. She noticed Sam passing our table and screamed '' Hey sam wanna join us?''. He looked at Ashley then to me and answered '' Ofcourse Ashley.'' Great I deserve this. I didn't looked at him nor spoke to him while I was eating away the awkward moment. ''Sam, how was your weekend ?'' Ashley asked. ''Spend some time with the other members yaah know, exactly what I needed.'' I could feel his eyes burning on my head. I knew he was looking at me. ''I need to go sorry.'' I got my back walked away from the table and run to the bathroom.
All the toilets were occupied. My eyes got watery luckily one toilet was getting free. I saw it has been used by the girl who I sit next to in the other classes. I smiled at her without wasting a tear and went into the toilet, locked up the door and started crying. I never wanted this. I heard the bell go off which means that the break was over, but I don't want to go back to whatever lesson was after this break. My eyes are probably really red anyways. The amount of sound in the toilet was decreasing as people were leaving the restroom. Suddenly I heard a manly voice saying ''Tara are you there ?''.
Fuck my eyes are still red and I knew who's voice it was. ''Sam ?!'' I whispered.
