confused love

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*SAM POV*

The next day,

It was so awkward on the way home between me and Tara yesterday. After Ashley told me about that Damon guy, I felt so upset and felt anger at the same time. I don't know what this means. When I dodged her hug and walked to my house and saw how upset she was walking to hers. I wanted to run to her hug her and kiss her ! I couldn't  sleep yesterday. Every time I closed my eyes I saw Tara holding my hands or I saw her winking at me.Samuel John Pottorff what are you doing you love Mackenzie not Tara.

*TARA POV*

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Stupid alarm, let me go back to sleep. ''TARAAAAAAA WAKE UP'' mom screamed from downstairs. Great. ''I'M AWAKEEE.'' I screamed back. I looked at my phone and smiled. ''Goodmorning Damon, did you sleep well?'' '' Goodmorning sunshine, yeah what about you'' ''Same :)''. When I was changing my clothes, I thought back about the conversations I had yesterday with Damon. We have so much in common, he loves the same things as I do.

''Mom... I won't go home straight away after school'' I said after I brushed my teeth and took an apple

''Oh why? Hanging out with friends?'' my mom curiously asked.

''Yeah you could say that'' I answered. Actually we were planning to go to the beach after we took some Taco Bell... but telling my mom I'll be with a guy, is a reason for her to gossip about me around her friends on her new job.

''Alright, have fun. Should I go with you to your new school?'' My mom asked

''Nah, I'll be fine mom, besides I downloaded a navigation app yesterday. So I'm good'' I explained.

I closed the door took a quick glance at Sam's house and went to school.

after school was finished

In the break I told Ashley, about how awkward the way back home was betweeen me and Sam. I also told her about Damon, who appearantly was a senior.

''TARA ! WAIT !'' a guy voice said.

I looked around with a smile, with confident it was Damon.

''Hi Da--'' I said until I saw it wasn't Damon, my smile turned into a frown when I saw it was Sam. ''I mean Sam.''

I looked around in the hope I'll see Damon, so he will break this awkwardness between me and Sam.

''Will you joing me skateboarding back to home?'' Sam said with a smirk.

What so funny? What should I tell him? No, I can't because Damon is taking me. But I was saved by Damon.

''I'm sorry man, I think Tara is joining me today. We are going on a date''. Damon said.

''A date ?'' Sam and I both said without believing it.

''Aren't we, Tara?'' Damon looked at me. I couldn't say no, not after the conversation I had yesterday with him. And damn his eyes are gorgeous. Focus Tara. What was the question again. I looked at Sam and said. ''Yes, we are.'' Is this real ? Did I just said that infront of Sam.

'' HEEEY DAMON'' a new girl voice said. When I looked behind Sam it was Mackenzie waving. How does she knows him ?

''Heey Mackenzie'' Damon and Sam said at the same time.

''Hi babe'' Mackenzie said before she kissed Sam. Heartache.

I looked at the ground. I don't  want to see how they are making out. Then I felt an arm around me. It was Damon's. And smiled at him.

When they were done with whatever they did. Mackenzie asked the question. ''So are you guys together?'' I don't know why but I looked at Sam's face again. He really just sees me as a friend. Then I looked at Damon and smiled. ''I guess, we are.'' Damon said with little confident. ''We are'' I stated and smiled at him.

''So, where are you going?'' Mackenzie asked.

''We are going to Taco Bell first and then to the beach,'' I answered.

''Omg, we should do a double date''. Mackenzie said with excitement.

Nah we shouldn't I thought. ''Ofcourse, the more people the more fun, if Damon is okay with it. It's all his idea.'' ''Alright, whatever makes my girl happy.''

I don't understand why, but I always wanted to hear a boy saying my girl to me. Now he he said it. I don't feel anything. Is it really a good idea to date someone, you're not crazy about? Secondly,  is it a good thing to invite Mackenzie but most importantly, was it a good idea to invite Sam ?

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