The YouNow Relationship; Book Two||A Weston Koury Fanfiction

||Chapter Four||

Amelia's POV

"I loved you Amelia. And I don't think I ever stopped." Weston says as he grabs my hand.

I shake it off, "you have a girlfriend."

"I know... I know." He say shaking my head.

Before he could say anything else, I leave the room. Everyone was now here. Except... one person. One very, very important person. And, we all know that he will not be attending.

"Please, everyone have a seat. We will be serving a nice dinner for you all," the head of Digi, Meridith announces.

I sit in between Loren and Kylee, not wanting Weston's stares. As he sat down next to Zach, I could tell he had tears in his eyes. I frown, but I look away.

Dinner was served, and there were many courses to choose from. I simply just got a steak, because why not?

"We would now like to pray. I know you all aren't religious, but we need to acknowledge him," Mer said through tears.

I miss him. Our late night talks, our conversations about the future... how he saved me from that horrid night with Loren and Kylee.

Blake. Blake. Blake. He died, he really did.

As we all started praying, I couldn't help but start crying, and I felt a panic attack coming on.

No, not here. I thought to myself.

And the only person who knows about this is, the one and only, Weston Koury.

"Oh my god! Amelia are you okay?" Loren says.

"Amelia!" Kylee screams.

I stand up, just trying to get fresh air. Everyone started panicking (no pun intended) which didn't help at all. Only Weston knew what was going on.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I am not trying to offend anyone who has panic attacks. I simply know nothing about the subject, other than what others say and what little info I've read on the internet. Please, if you are offended, stop reading this book. Thanks! <3

"HEY!" He yelled. "Everyone needs to calm down. Let her breath and be quiet!"

Everyone followed his order. They sit back down and Weston rushes over to me.

"Hey, hey," he says. I start wheezing as he holds me up by my shoulders. "It's okay Amelia. Look at me. Breath."

After a few minutes, my breathing evened and I was back to normal. I go into Weston's arms and start crying.

"Shhhh everything is okay. It's okay." Weston says comforting me.

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We finished up our meal, and we all just talked and talked and talked.

What a crew, I honestly miss us being together.

I decided to speak up, "I just wanted to apologize about what happened earlier, it was totally inappropriate of me, and I should of noted before hand."

I heard a lot of "don't apologize" and "it's okay, it didn't bother me" but, it was embarrassing.

As I looked down at my phone, it was currently reaching midnight. No way I was driving home this late. I'll just find a local hotel...

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Everyone started saying their goodbyes, and soon it was just down to Weston and I.

"Are you staying in a hotel down here tonight?" I ask him.

"Yeah."

I look into his eyes. And it hit me, "you didn't tell Erin you were coming down?"

"I didn't... but how did you know that?" He asked.

"You were my best friend, I can practically read your mind."

He chuckles. "Do you need a place to sleep tonight?"

"How'd you know that?" I questioned.

"I can basically read your mind," he says in a flirty way.

Now, I'm the one laughing.

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When we got back to his hotel room, there was only one bed.

"You can borrow this sweatshirt of mine," he says handing it to me.

I took it, and looked at it. It seemed so familiar... then it hit me.

"This is the sweatshirt from when you wouldn't let me in the car when it was raining, but then you gave me this to warm me up..." I stated.

He smiled. "I know. And the funny thing is, whenever I go somewhere, it happens to appear. It's weird, it's like it's always there with me."

I went to the bathroom and changed. Yeah, I have his sweatshirt and underwear on. That's it.

I exit the room and climb into bed. We then turn in face each other.

"Hey," I say.

"Hey."

MINOR TRIGGER WARNING ITS NOT THAT BAD BUT JUST IN CASE KIDDOS

Before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I started lifting up his shirt. He stopped kissing me to take it off, but then went back to my lips. My hands moved up his chest. Want. That's what I felt. As he took off my sweatshirt, I realized how wrong this was. But, it felt so natural. So pure. So... right. But it's wrong. So, I pulled away.

"No, Weston. You don't want this. You have Erin," I insist.

"I want you. I need you... no one has to know."

And he's right, we've done this before. Right before Digi ended, we did it. We were so young and so stupid. I felt like an idiot for months after for letting him take my virginity.

And we never told a soul. But, seeing him shirtless was hard. It was hard.

I'm not strong enough to resist.

I smashed my lips back into his, and we continued... regret slowing creeping up our backs.

||Im so sorry for this, I just felt like it was necessary;) but, what do you guys think the OUTCOME of this will be? And... what happened to Blake? XOXO||