Chapter 13 - Thoughts

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Hi Everyone! Im Back, In a way. i reread all my stories and got mad at myself that i havent continued on with the story, so here i am. READY FOR WRITING. Enjoy!


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(Lucy's Pov)

I've been awake all night, natsu left when he thought i fell asleep.

"Marry me Lucy" Just repeated in my mind all night long. It shouldnt be a big deal but it is, a HUGE deal. Marriage is everything..trust, respect Everything...And he wants to share it all..With me? But if i love him then it shouldnt be a problem right? Thinking back on it now it seems only we had just met, I mean dont get me wrong we spend time with eachother alot. But i feel like i only know a bit of natsu yet he knows almost my entire life. I got up and put on a oversize sweater and walked over to the balcony watching the sun rise over sarum. My time is almost up..I have 3 weeks left in the world before i die and reborn here. It's to bad i wont remember anything, but i've kept some journals and pictures for the memories of my time ive spent here, in my earthland body. Natsu says my magic get's stronger and stronger everyday, everyone i know here has a type of magic, whether its fire, wind, for christ sake gajeel can even bend steel to his will. But, what is mine? What do i have that makes mine so powerful?

I look out into the distance and with a swipe of one finger i cut a flower from its stem with my magic and bring it towards me, as it fell ever so softly onto my hands i study it. I put the flower down, as i was about to turn away i see a bright light of colors from a distance in a building surrounded by a flower meadow. As my curiosity struck me i looked down below the balcony. Natsu can jump off this without getting hurt, so can i do it? I climb onto the railing taking in a air then jump off, landing on the stone fence i decided to run along it to the building where the colors came from.


As i got to the building i went inside, being greeted by nurses. coming out one of the rooms my eyes widen as tears were coming out


"Levy!" i ran to her tackling her down to the ground crying. Ive missed her so much, then realizing...wait..if she's here..that means..she died on earth. Will she remember me? I stood up and helped her up.


"Levy? Do you remember me?"


"I..Where am i?" She asked looking around


"Im sorry miss heartfilla, Levy wont be remembering any past you guys had" a nurse had said while walking with levy to another room.

What...Levy, my most precious dearest friend, has no memory of me. And i dont even have the proof to show her that we were friends, she could just think im a lunatic for all i know. Tears swelling up i turned around, seeing natsu i crashed into him crying into his chest as he pet my head.


Natsu carried my back to the castle, i was to broken to speak. and i think he knew that to, so he just left me back in me room, kissed my head and left. I threw the blankets over me and cried into them. Levy...


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Im Dreaming, i know i am. In a state where i can control my dreams and twist and change how i want them. Instead i just let them go by themselves. I see myself in a mirror, in a beautiful dress. Everyone is smiling then the sky goes red, the flowers and plants wither. Everyone around me is on the ground...lifeless, as i look before my eyes widen to see-


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I sat up taking in deep breaths, putting my hair in a ponytail i thought back about my dream..Who was i about to see..? The sun was about to set and the air smelled delicious, i got up and walked downstairs with the scent getting stronger until im in the dining room, 5 pair of eyes looking at me, for it was the Royals of the kingdoms, stood up from there chairs coming towards me. With natsu to my side Gajeel congratulated me on Mine and natsus engagement. Rogue Hugged me while Wendy was hugging my waist telling me about how thankful she is for me that natsu isnt alone and how much she loves having me in the family now. 

Soon after having dinner and saying goodbye's to my soon-to-be-family-in-law, i went upstairs to get ready to shower, as i enter my room i look beyond the balcony at the moon-lit kingdom that ill soon be able to rule with my first and only love. I jumped into the shower taking my time, washing my hair and body. I sat down as the water rained down on me. Too many things going on in such little time...from my attempt at suicide, to falling in love with my guardian angel..dragonslayer, learning about how im destined to rule a kingdom thats filled with magic, finding out my best friend died and wont remember me..its all to much to handle. Feeling tears coming from my eyes i held my legs against my chest hard enough to hurt, yelling at myself inside. Why? WHY? Was all i can hear. Feeling like my head is going to explode my whole body froze, as if a force was pushing me down. Fighting it back my vision blackened until i saw stars everywhere.


"Lucy?" i heard a voice as my vision came back. i looked around still in the shower

"Yes?" i shouted back. But no answer. I turned off the shower and changed into something warm. What was that..Going back into the room i see natsu leaning against the balcony, i walk up to him and hug him from behind. He Picked me up bridal style towards the bed to lie us down, he caressed me in his arms as i looked at his face, memorizing every detail for what could lie ahead tomorrow or the next day i dont ever want to forget what he looks like.


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All Characters belong to Hiro Mashima!

Sorry if this chapter isnt what you expected! I promise to do better! But i hope you've enjoyed!




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