Clexa Au

Chapter 10

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Just wanted to say a quick thank you to all the readers, I can't believe we made it over 150 readers. I never thought I would get this far so thank you!!
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Clarke's POV

We were about 2 hours into the party and everyone seemed to be enjoying it, even Lexa. A lot of people showed up, more then I thought would, there was around 100 people. Not long after the party started Raven, Octavia, Gustus, Lincoln, Luna, and Nyko showed up; Lexa introduced me to Gustus, Nyko, and Luna, soon after we became friends. Lots of other people from our school showed up too.

I scanned the crowd looking for the brunette, I'm currently by the table that holds all of the alcohol, holding a red solo cup, filled with moonshine. Everyone is seeming to like Monty and Jasper's creation, I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard Lexa's voice.

"Clarke!!! Dance with me!" Lexa yelled over the music, while standing in the middle of the make-shift dance floor; which is just the living room with the couch and coffee table moved against the wall. From what I could tell Lexa was pretty drunk, she was attempting to dance to the music while holding a red solo cup in the air. She looks so hot, no Clarke get it together.

I shook my head hoping to clear the thoughts running through my mind and made my way to the dance floor.

"Enjoying yourself Lex?"

"I'm having so much fun Clarkey" I hated that nickname but laughed only because Lexa called me it.

"I'm glad you're having a good time" I was actually glad she was, she deserves it.

"Clarke can I ask you a question?" She slurred.

"Anything Lex"

"Why aren't we together? I mean I like you and you like me, shouldn't that mean something?" She stopped dancing to the music and put on a serious face. I was actually at a loss of words, I didn't know she would say something like that.

"U-uh" great I was stuttering "Lexa I think you've had too much drink"

"No seriously Clarke, it makes sense. Do you not like me or something? Did I do something wrong?" Oh god I didn't know she thought this way. I didn't want her thinking it was her fault we weren't together, but I actually didn't know why we weren't together.

"Lexa, you didn't do anything. Honestly I like you a lot, but I don't know we aren't together" She took a few steps closer to me, looking me in the eyes the entire time, I knew what she was about to do, "Lexa.." before I could say anything else I was cut off by her lips pressed against mine. Her lips are everything I imagined them to be and more. As much as I wanted to continue I knew I couldn't because she was drunk and if she was sober I know she wouldn't have kissed me, or even brought up the subject of us being together.

It took everything in me to pull away from the kiss but I did, "Lexa you're drunk"

"I know" she whispered, "Clarke I know I probably shouldn't have kissed you then but-" I cut her off because I knew we were having a conversation where Lexa shouldn't be drunk.

"Lexa you're drunk, we'll talk about this tomorrow, ok?" I walked away without giving her the chance to say anything else. I know that was probably not the best way to handle that situation but honestly I didn't know what to say. I don't know how I felt either, upset, angry, happy? A little bit of all three?

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Sorry for the bad chapter, I was gonna update yesterday but it was my birthday and I was busy with family so I didn't get the chance. But anyway next chapter will be the talk and I might do a Octaven talk also.