The Life of A High School Teenager

Ch.4 Over My Head

I'm really in over my head here. I mean what made me think that I could stand up to Mark, my friend Matteo's friend, I mean I know what I was doing. I mean you don't say stuff about me and expect me to not say anything back. I mean I will give him credit he said it to my face unlike most people but still. He had no right to talk crap about me I was asking Matteo something not him. Well it ended with him getting in my personal space, in my face, backing me up into a corner and Matteo telling him to back off me because I was about to hit him if he didn't but the messed up part was that he didn't stop him from saying what he said, he didn't tell him to back up until he was way to close and I was about to have a panic attack. I guess that shows who your true friends are. Even after I told him about my past last year, he still didn't stop Mark until I was on the verge of crying. And Mark did all that because I asked Matteo a question that had nothing to do with him. I don't even know why I thought he would stop Mark but for some reason I did. I let myself trust someone again after what happened in 6th grade after everything I've been through. I won't make that mistake again EVER.

Lyrics

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears and

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
You find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between and

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

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