Ch. 48 If I lose myself

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Give me a minute ok I'm back and it is now Tuesday April 25, 2017. Would you like to know something I have an ally. That's a first because normally people want nothing to do with me and my personal problems. But he is on my side against Mark and his girlfriend and all his friends. So I'm happy about that. Would you like to read an expert from my journal that I wrote on April 13th. Well here it is.

'Ok, so Mark told me I had to apologize to his girlfriend and I still haven't and I'm pretty sure it's pissing him off.
On other words Matteo told me yesterday he has add and I didn't know that. Also I have been off my meds for over a week and need them refilled. Today is going to be fun. I am shaking so much because I need my meds.
Later that day.
Ok, so it is now 4th hour and I am shaking so much because of my meds not being refilled and it is getting so hard to concentrate. Also at least every hour I have had some kid make me so mad that I almost flipped out on them and left. I'm doing a lot better than I thought I was going to today. Also Mark and all of them have been pissing me off lately because they don't know how to shut their damn mouths. Oh but guess what tomorrow is Friday but we don't have school as it's Good Friday and then Sunday is Easter. Yay. '

Here is one from April 17th.

'Ok, so it is 4th hour right now and my chest is on fire just sitting here at my desk. It also feels wierd. Right now everytime I move my chest hurts and feels like it's burning. '

Ok so that's it from my little diary journal thing. Ok so bye for now.

"Lyrics

I stared up at the sun
Thought of all the people,
Places and things I've loved

You can feel the light start to tremble
Washing what you know out to sea
You can see your life out of the window, tonight

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be by your side
If I lose myself tonight
Wooh, wooh, wooh!

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be you and I
Lose myself tonight

I woke up with the sun
Thought of all the people
Places and things I've loved

You can feel the light start to tremble
Washing what you know out to sea
You can see your life out the window, tonight

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be by your side
If I lose myself tonight
Wooh, wooh, wooh!

If I lose myself tonight
It'll be you and I
Lose myself tonight
Wooh!

Lose myself tonight

Wooh, wooh, wooh, wooh
Wooh, wooh, wooh, wooh"

478 words.

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