Ch.34 Heavy

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What do people do for fun anymore? OK so me and my brothers conversations are fun. Does anyone else ever just talk to people and get into arguments with them because you think that what they said is just so stupid you don't understand it. Also I just got a new app called puzzle game and it's addicting and also very very mean to me because I don't like it. It is very frustrating. So pudding is hard to make like really hard to make and takes forever. Not making pudding ever again. I need eggs to make brownies and have no eggs. So I was stuck making pudding and it is taking forever. Won't make that mistake again.

""Heavy"
(feat. Kiiara)

I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cause I can't escape the gravity

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

Why is everything so heavy
Why is everything so heavy "

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