Spectrum (AppleDash fanfic)

Inner and Outer Conflicts

Lol the last part is on private by order of wattpad so poo lol. I guess it fits the "pornographic nature" rule. I am a bad noodle man ;-;  But if you follow me,I think you can read it,so yeah.

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Dash glanced over at Apple Jack,sitting on the bed pulling a shirt on. She smirks,and steps into her shorts. After they get redressed, Apple Jack returns to the kitchen, pouring the chocolate cake mix into a baking pan and sliding it into the oven,and pulls the pasta out.

"Hope you like it a bit crispy. We took a bit," Apple Jack says,trying not to blush. As dominant as she could be in the bedroom,the Southern Belle was truly shy by nature,reminiscing the previous occurrences. 

"No problem,long as it tastes half as good as you," remarks Dash,never able to pass up a sly comment.

Biting her lip,Apple Jack turns away to get down some plates from a high-up cabinet,face burning red. She rises to her tip toes,trying to reach the nicer china on the top shelf.

"Here,let me help," says Dash,coming over and boosting her up,her hands buried under Apple Jack's ample bottom.

Dash's eyes peering a look at Apple Jack's round face,searching for her reaction. Dash was the kind of girl who you could fuck you senseless till you begged for mercy,and ten minutes later make you want to jump back in the sack with her with her smooth shenanigans. 

"T-thanks," says Apple Jack,nervous and trying to hold back the urge to bound Rainbow Dash to her bed.

"No problem," she says,and jabs a fork into the casserole dish,steam wafting off the delicious dish. She tries a tiny forkfull. "Delish," she says,licking her plump lips,than leaning to give Apple Jack a quick peck.

"Don't you think we're....moving a bit too fast?" says Apple Jack,eyes cast downward.

Rainbow Dash is taken a back,"What the hell? We just had fucking sex,and you think some mild teasing and a kiss is 'too fast'? " she retorts. She doesn't mean to sound as bitchy as she does,but it's a defense thing.

Apple Jack didn't say anything,her thoughts racing. She didn't have the slightest clue why she'd just said that. " Stupid,stupid. Stop actin' you ain't good enough for her;stop trying to push folks away like you always go and do",she thought.

"Well?" said Dash,still expecting an answer. She felt kind of offended,who was she to tell her to cool it?

Apple Jack stood there,eyes cast downward. She was silent.

"Y'know what?I don't need this!" said Dash,her temper slightly flaring. "I don't need some bible-belt raised prick telling me how to act;you're no better than me!" 

Dash went back to the bedroom,grabbing her coat.

"Dash,wait!" said Apple Jack,who finally moved for where she was frozen.

Rainbow Dash,on her way to the front door,turned to face her.

"I-I didn't mean it," she said,stumbling like a fool.

"Than what did you mean?" asked Rainbow Dash,not expecting much.

"I...don't know,but not that," said AJ weakly.

Dash half smiled,"You could at least stand with what you mean instead of trying to make me feel better with some cheaply constructed explanation. Most honest of Rivertide Middle,huh? Well at least I can tell you I already have a girlfriend at home,and she is damn sure be a better girl than you're provin' to be 'sugarcube'," she replied,and walked out.

Apple was left standing there motionless.She felt empty. Her mind,heart,and body felt empty.

Dash decided to jog back to the gym to her car. It was probably about a mile or two,but it'd be good practice on that stamina.

Dash reached the gym,breathless and quite sweaty despite her jacket being tied around her waist and it being probably a chilly 50° out. Slowing to a walk,her muscles ache. She pushed herself too hard,her feet trying to carry her away from the rejection she felt at her house. Pulling her phone out,she sees she has a text from Fluttershy. Three actually.

"I love you dear,be safe<3 just wondering when you're coming home. I'll have lunch ready" was the first

"Or dinner y'know" was the second,it was at about 5

"What're you up to?" was the last,at a 5:58.

She decided to call her. Pulling up her call history,she realized she'd received a call from her at 5:50,and it had been answered. She thought it was strange,but realized she must've answered it by accident since she often kept her phone in her back pocket.She tried calling her twice,with no answer. A little curious,but not too concerned,she climbed in her car,racing towards home and listening to her engine purr.

Pulling up,Dash noticed all the lights were out.

"That's what it is,Fluttershy's asleep."  reasoned Dash.

"Flutterbutt~" she called singsong-y,walking in. No answer. "I'm ready to make up for earlier," she said. Still,quiet stillness.

She went to the bedroom,flicking on the lights.Nothing.She went to the bathroom,the door was locked.

"Freshening up for me baby? You shouldn't have," said Dash,raising her voice to be heard through the door. "Let me in now." She waited,then knocked."Yo,Fluttershy?" she called. She pulled at the knob."Fluttershy!!" she repeated.more concerned."What the fuck...I knew she wasn't okay!" she said,voice breaking,and pushing hard against the door."Fuck,fuck,fuck!" she said,just busting it down.

There,curled up in the tub,lay Fluttershy,arm bleeding from self inflicted wounds. Loosely clutched in her limp hands was an empty pill bottle.