Trouble Is What You Are (Yuwin)

Nakamoto

I walked home alone. I couldn't help but to think about Win, that little ball of sunshine. But just like everything else, good things must come to an end...

"Hey Naka where's it at?" I turned to look at my father. "Where's what at?" I could tell that he was starting to get angry. "You know what!" I flinched at his town. "Oh you mean the drugs?" I chuckled bitterly, "Why don't you go get them yourselve?"

Wrong thing to say.

My hand reached my cheek as I could feel it start to ache. "Who do you think you're talking to?" I didn't say anything as he continued to yell nonsense. "God, if your moth-" I immediately tensed up.

"Don't fucking talk about her." Sensing that I was serious he remained quiet. "What's gotten into you lately? Its been two years get over it!" I closed my eyes and took a big breath. "I'll get over it when you fucking mature."

With that I jogged to my room and slammed the door. I took out my phone and walked over to my speaker. Hooking it up to my phone, I began to play the 1975. I plopped down on my bed and let out a sigh.

I hate my family so much.. I tried to think of something to take my mind off of things when a certain someone came to mind. I smiled as I though about the scene in the cafeteria.

The way that he looked at me and occasionally blushed. It drove me crazy, but the more I thought about him that sadder I felt. It wasn't that I didn't feel anything for the shy, and adorable boy, it was just that I didn't want to get him involved with my problems.

Suddenly I got a text message from Johnny.

Johnny: He ran into the guys but I came before anything happened.

I sighed.

Nakamoto: Thanks I'll text you later

I put my phone away and drifted off to sleep.

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The next day I woke up an hour early. Instead if getting up I just stared at the ceiling. Today was Friday and I knew that I would have so much to do after school was over.

I groaned and got out of bed. I made my way over to my dresser and grabbed a pair of jeans, a white shirt and a pair of boxers. I made my way to the bathroom and took a shower.

When I was finished I slipped on my hoodie and grabbed my phone. I was about to open the door when I hesitated. I remembered what happened the other night.

I shook my head clearing my thoughts and opened the door. I made my way to the front door without any problems. I glanced around the living room to see that it was clean surprisingly. I couldn't see any pills lying around or any beer bottles.

"Nakamoto?" I froze and turned around facing my dad. He looked fresh, like he just took a shower. Instead of wearing his old and dirty clothes he was wearing clean ones. "Yes?" He scratched the back of his neck. "I'm sorry about the other day."

I didn't say anything as he continued. "I've just been in this bad funk lately but that's still no excuse." I'm going start doing right by you for now on. I nodded. I could feel myself tear up a bit but I held it in.

"I'm gonna apply for a new job so that you don't have to keep doing what you've been." At that I looked away ashamed. "Hey, you don't have to feel bad about it. I know why you've been doing it. Just try to stop okay?" I nodded again.

He looked st me again for a while before he sighed. "Okay well you better get going. Wouldn't want you late to school now would we?" I didn't say anything. I turned around and opened the door.