Its been a week since the incident with Jenna and Louis. Jen promised me they would be careful and use protection... Talk about an awkward conversation! When I have kids my husband can have the sex talk with them. I'm not going through that again, ever.
Niall promised to take me out on a date tonight but he canceled at the last minute because the band had to go to some award show, he said I couldn't go becase I'm still too "hurt" and "delicate" for it. It's a party for goodness sake! I think I can handle a few celebrities and chocolate covered strawberries.
Ew... strawberries. I just grossed myself out.
Wait... back to the whold Niall broke out date thing, Louis is taking Jenna to the award show and I they think he's being over protective. I wish he wouldn't treat me like such a kid, I know its only because he cares about me but I'm so used to being independent that it feels like he's suffocating me. Maybe I should go out and have some fun tonight, it's been ages since I had a night out clubbing. I think I know who to call for a party buddy...
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As soon as I saw Vicky at the bar I knew she ment business, her dress was black and tight until the waist where it flared out until just above her knees, the V-neck was so deep it showed part of her bra. I'm shocked she can even walk it those scary heels. Vicky is one of those girls you expect to see on the front of a bay watch magazine, tall but not a giant, purfect curves and long silky blond hair, its even longer than mine.
I headed up to the bar, making sure not to trip over my dress. It's a long dark purple dress that hugs my body with a slit up to the waist on the left side and a neakline like a racerback but closed at the back. It hides the last of my bruises. I hugged Vicky and she haned me a vodka soda.
'I didn't think I'd be hearing from you any time soon, Evelyn! Although I'm really glad you did call.'
'Yeah, Niall had an show or something to go to so I was stuck at home. How's the contract going anyway?' Vic was the one who won Britain's got talent, she stayed in the same house as me so we got to know each other a bit.
'It's ok, I love singing and playing keyboard but I miss being with other people. When I was in the competition I had all the other contestants with me so I wasn't lonely'
'I have the opposite problem! The band is always at Niall's place and my brother's band won't leave me alone. They keep sleeping over and mothering me.'
'What about Jenna?'
'She doesn't treat me like a six year old so I like having her around, we get to practice together. I'm thinking about making an album, I know my dad would produce it and Jenna wants to try making a band or something.'
'She doesn't want to go solo?'
'Shes to scared to sing or anything like that.'
'I have a crazy idea. You sing and play guitar, I pay keyboard and sing a bit and Jennas a drummer god!'
'Soooo?' I asked, confused.
'So! Do you wanna be a solo artist or would you rather be in a band?'
'A band but I dont see where your going with this.'
'We could be a band!' I think the entire club heard her...
'Thats actually a good ide- How much have you had to drink?'
'Only two vodka sodas and a bloody mary. I have a really high tolerance for alcohol.'
'Ok. We need to talk to Jenna before we do anything drastic about this band idea.'
She nodded and a waitress placed a cosmo in frount of me, ' I didn't order this.' She grinned and pointed to a cute guy with bright red hair. Oh!
'Um... thanks?' I smiled at the guy to thank him and heard Vic laugh.
'You realize he thinks your to him now!' I think I just made a huge booboo.
'I didn't mean too! Aw crap.'
'Its not that big a deal. You can flirt and dance with other guys without cheating.'
'Really!?'
'Yeah, just don't make out with 'em. You don't date much, do you?'
'Nope.'
'Go dance wth the poor sod, he looks like he's dieing over there.' She rolled her eyes.
I grabbed my drink and went over to talk to the guy. Theres no harm in a little fun so long as I don't do anything stupid.
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Fou hours of dancing and drinks later.
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Vic had to leave an hour ago but I decided to stay, I'm having so much fun! Turns out drunk me loves to dance!!! It's so much fun when I'm not being self concious, I've danced with five different guys and all of them were really hot!!!
I also lost track of how many drinks I've had.
I wonder if Niall's show thingy ended yet? Oh well, he wanted to leave me and go out with the boys so I think I'll dance a little longer.
The guy I was dancing with handed me another drink and downed it, he really is buying me tons of drinks. Oh well, I'm not complaining, they taste good and I've never really had that much to drink before.
A really loud rock song came on and pulled the guy onto the dance floor and started to dance, he wrapped his arms around me and rested his hands just above my butt. He really was a good dancer... or maybe I'm just drunk. We danced to more sonds and pretty soon we ended up grinding to Miley's We Can't Stop. I was facing away from him and his hands were all over me which ment I had to keep swatting them away from my breasts. I think all the alcohol in my body was making me dizzy because I kept losing my footing and having to lean into him. Maybe all those drinks were a bad idea.
People get drunk all the time, right!? I'll be fine.
A/N: Yeah... She got drunk. Woops? Not really the best idea but I guess thats what happens when your feeling like no one understands. Remember shes a seventeen year old who lost her mother and best friend violently, was ripped away from her life, had her appendix almost kill her, has a bad relationship with her dad and then got kidnapped and beaten all in one year. Thats a lot to handle for any one so obviously she's gonna rebel and try stupid stuff.
I would get drunk I could.
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