We are supposed to be thankful for family and friends on this day, right? Well I'm thankful for a selected few. What is the point in me traveling all the way from my school in Albany to go home, then go to Jersey to go to a family members house that I only see on Thanksgiving when I would much rather be with the family that I always see?? I'll tell you what the point is...it's to please my parents, especially my "loving" father. I know he doesn't like the side of my mom's family that I have grown up with and prefers the I family in Jersey, but I don't give two shits. He can spend it with them and leave me home and pick me up from my aunts house. F*ck thanksgiving. F*ck everything. I'm just done with life and shit. I can't stand people that want to control who I spend my holidays with. If I want to see my cousins and aunts that I know and that know me, then let me. I should have just stayed in Albany and picked up more hours at work and never came home. And my parents know that I am having surgery during Christmas time and that I won't be able to see my true family because I will be stick at home for a couple weeks, so why get mad when I am just trying to pack the car with the food and my bag full of work (that I didn't even get anything done done because they just want to talk shit). Only my true family and friends understand me. Even the girl that I want to call my girlfriend understands me more than most of my family. I'm just done.
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Poems and Short Stories
PoesíaThis book will have random poems that I have written throughout the years. Some of the poems will be short, some will be long, some will be about love, and some will be dark. The short stories will be what I feel but cannot put into a poem and has b...