🌸Shawn Mendes Imagines🌸

love me now (✔)(🌸)

This one hit me hard. It has lyrics of John Legend's beautiful song Love Me Now and also the wedding song is I See Fire, by Ed Sheeran. Listen to those songs, I swear you're gonna love it.

Here goes...

Warning: sad

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We were lying on the roof, the blanket under us fluttering in the warm breeze. Our hands intertwined between us as we stared up at the stars.

"I don't know who's gonna kiss you when I'm gone," mutters Shawn.

I wipe away a stray tear, sniffling quietly. A few weeks ago, Shawn wasn't feeling too good, so he decided to get a check up at the doctor. Dr. Barker couldn't put his finger on what was wrong, so he decided to do some more tests.

A few hours ago, he called us with devastating news. Shawn had cancer. He had a 23% chance of living, and the cancer already spread to his liver, kidney's and lungs.

"Shawn, don't say that, please don't say that." I begged, more tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Then what must I say, Tristan? I'm dying. I can't have the cancer removed because the cancer is me! I am made of it and it is made of me. Twenty three percent chance is nothing! Nothing." He yells, tears streaming down his face as his voice breaks.

"But you're not gone yet, Shawn! You still have me, I love you more than life itself and yes, it hurts so much that you have cancer, but the fact is you still have me! I'm not going anywhere and you aren't either!" I say, "So don't say that. Say that you love me, say that you always will."

I turn over to my side watching him, he turns too, smiling weakly. "I love you, more than anything else in this goddamn life! I just, I just don't want to leave you, I need you."

"Shawn, I love you so much and I know that comes with strings attached and I love it okay?!" You say, quietly.

He gets up and walks over to his Beats Pill, putting on our wedding song. As the medley starts up, he pulls me up and against his chest tightly.

We have always been a weird couple, never ordinary. We were always the life of the party. For our wedding he wore a white tuxedo and I wore a black wedding dress. Our wedding song was from our favourite movie (after Harry Potter) The Hobbit: The Desolation Of Smaug. One of our best friends, Ed, sang it at the ceremony as we had our first dance.

Shawn sings along to the song, his chest rumbling against my face, as we dance slowly. Ed and Shawn's deep voices lulling me in a peaceful daze, my tears disappearing slowly from my face.

"I'm not leaving you, baby girl." He says, "I'll always be with you." I look up to him, as he twists me around and dips me as the climax of the song rumbles on the rooftop. "And I hope that you remember me..." Shawn whispers against my neck as the song ends.

We stay gently swaying in the summer breeze, in total silence. He looks down at me, his topaz eyes scrutinizing me. I look down at our moving feet. He lifts my chin gently with his fingers.

"I don't know who's gonna love you when I'm gone, so I'm gonna love you now...like it's all I have." He says and kisses me so passionately and so possessively, these kisses that I have grown to crave tasting. His hands roam my body, those hands I have grown to love.

We pull away, in need of air. Shawn rests his head on mine and whispers a soft and meaningful, "I love you, so much. Even though this may get a little too much, I love you more than the air I breathe, but I don't want your love to feel the aftertaste of me leaving you. I am truly lost without you, and I believe that I can treat you better. After this, please don't ruin me, please have mercy on my heart, for life is meaningless without you."

"Shawn," you say, "it's just one of those nights where I have to show you how much you mean you me. When I'm without you, I feel like my heart needs stitches because the weight of this is too much. This has given me a wake up, sort of like a lights on moment, where I can truly show you that I'm just a kid in love, but I'm a kid in love with you."

Shawn, wipes my tears gently, he kisses up my neck and around my fave, making me giggle a bit.

"Baby girl, I love you. Those are not just three empty words, and I'm making no promises, but I want to spend the rear of my life with you, kissing you, touching you. And don't forget that I know what you did last summer, when you got the boys to talk to me about you. So, this may be something big, but you'll never be alone."

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So I know I may sound evil, but I hope this made you cry. Also, uhm if you look here at the end, there's a little star there...you see it? Great. Now here's a magic trick, click on it and it'll turn orange. *insert shocked yet fascinated faces here*

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