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Dear diary,

I told Soonyoung today that i'll leave. 

At first he thought that i was pranking him, but then i told him the whole story and he was just sitting there in shock for a minute and then he ran in my arms and hugged me really tight. I didn't know he'd do that and i was really surprised and then lost my balance and we both fell.

Soonyoung was crying and asking me if i couldn't stay because i was his best friend and he wouldn't live normally if i left which i knew wasn't true because he had Jihoon, Seungkwan and Hansol, but i would miss my roommate too. He didn't let me go for a really long time and the in the right moment Joshua came in with Jun  behind him. They thought the situation a bit wrong and i bet the whole school could hear Jun screaming 'WHAT THE FUCK'.

Yeah...

Today in library i went to give back the Korean books i was reading and Jun bumped into me making the books fall out of my hands. He didn't even apologize, but when i leaned down to pick them up HE SLAPPED MY ASS AND THEN WALKED AWAY LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. I was totally shocked because why would he do that? 

I hope no one saw that...

~~ Xu Minghao

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