Honestly, (Taekook)

4

Jungkook was speechless. He never thought he would see him again.

"Welcome, how can I help you?" Jungkook dealt this with real professionalism. How could he be so normal in front of the person who makes him so nervous ?

"Let's see...I need...You !" The man said, pointing at Jungkook.

Jungkook's heart began to beat so fast, as if it was going to explode.

"Haha, I 'm kidding. I just wanted to thank you properly for last time. I was a little bit drunk, you know."

He didn't have to mention it. Jungkook clearly saw that he was drunk just by his bad behavior and smell.

"It's nothing." Jungkook remained composed, hoping his voice won't crack or something.

Jungkook was about to leave when the man said :

  "How about a drink ? So you can forgive me."

"I'm sorry I don't drink."

The man  didn't add anything and just left the shop. Jungkook was disappointed. He thought that he would at least get his name.  Jungkook went straight to the counter and started to feel betrayed. It wasn't like he was expecting something but at least he thought he could learn a little more about him. Is it funny playing with an 18 years old boy's feelings ?

His shift was about to end. Jungkook took his stuff and left the key on his boss's desk before leaving. He shoved his hands in his pockets and started to walk quickly because the night was cold and he hated to feel cold. Indeed, when he felt cold no one was there to hug him or take his hand. He lived without knowing warmth.

The next day, Jungkook had to go to school to prepare the school's festival, which was going to start in two days. He wanted everything to be perfect. Plus he wanted his friends of the music club to have a good performance. He wouldn't be standing on the stage, but he will support them for sure. He was checking the sound and the lightening when suddenly Shin called him and told him to follow him. He thought there was something wrong at first. But then he spotted Shin with someone next to him. Jungkook's eyes widened. What was he doing here ?

"Hyung, this is my best friend Jeon Jungkook. He is also the club president. Jungkook this is Taehyung Hyung. He is the former music club president back, when we were in first year."

Taehyung smiled to him. Jungkook just bowed naturally and didn't know if he had to say something or nothing. So he just stood there. Shin was still speaking but Jungkook couldn't hear him anymore. He felt weird, standing like a statue, so he left the place. His heart was beating so fast and his breath was getting short. He rushed to the roof in order to calm himself. He felt ridiculous. He was a grown up man and he was acting like a little girl who saw her crush. It was impossible for him to feel this way for a man.

"Shit. Why I am like this ?"

He checked the time and remembered that he had to send off the technicians. He went down quickly and after he went through the stage installment, he greeted the technicians and let them go. He suddenly felt a presence behind him. It was Taehyung. Jungkook was surprised and did his best to hide his expression.

"Jungkook right ? Can we have a talk over there ?"

Jungkook followed him. He had cold sweat and his heart beat didn't help him to feel relaxed.

"Well. Since you are this year's president I wanted to greet you but you left so quickly."

"I'm sorry. I had something to do."

"I see. So is it hard being the music club president ?"

"Not really. I like music so."

He couldn't say much because he was afraid of spitting some nonsense. So he tried to keep his sentences short.

"You do ? I wasn't really interested in music but my friends were members of that club so they needed someone, not too busy, to be their president and they chose me. "

He was speaking a lot and he uttered his words perfectly. Unlike Jungkook, he seemed calm and open. Jungkook was feeling so small, mentally,next to him.

"I think you are busy. I won't disturb you anymore. See ya"

Jungkook was left alone. After the preparation were all set and ready . He went straight home. He threw himself on the bed and looked at the ceiling. He won't forget this day because he finally got his name and he talked to him ! Taehyung...What a beautiful name ! He was normal and he had a care free spirit. He didn't look dark or bright. He was average. Also, he had a beautiful smile. His eyes are not big or small, just perfect. His skin color was like caramel. He must be really popular with girls. As he thought of that, Jungkook realized that he was losing himself in his thoughts. This wasn't right again. If Jungkook was gay everything will vanish. His dreams, family, friends and job. He would be alone. He stood up and went to take a shower to erase everything he felt today. Everything that could poison him.