I woke up early at 3:30am as my mom was coming soon, as I got dressed and I heard my mom pull up as I woke up Dan
"Dan? Dan?"
"It's too earlyyyy, go away Phil"
"Dan I'm going to Florida" I said softly
"What?" Dan said getting out of bed
"Oh yeah Florida" he said sadly
The door bell rang as Dan grabbed some clothes as I went and opened the door
"You ready Phil?"
"Let me grab my suitcase" I said as I walked into my room and dragged it along with me
I handed it to my mom as Dan was behind me as I hugged him tightly
"C'mon Phil we need to go" my mom said impatiently tugging me away
Dan let go of me looking down at the floor
"It's only 5 days, I'll see you soon" I said
"Bye Phil" he said giving me one last quick hug as he waved as we left the apartment
"Aw that Dan seems really cute" my mom said
"Yeah he's really nice, but going through a tough time"
"He didn't want to let go of you and by the way it looked you didn't either"
"Mom please shut up"
"Are you sure you don't like him? Because you've been single for ages and-"
"Shut up! No mom!" I said slightly annoyed
"Fine okay you don't like him! What happened to Tony anyway?" she asked
Ugh Toby my ex boyfriend who I found quite attractive and we went out as I thought I was gay but straight or bi and I got very confused and Toby started being abusive and I left him very confused and just decided never to like a guy ever again
"Fuck Toby he's a fucking bastard" I muttered
"Philip Lester! Do not talk to your mother like that!" She said as I slumped in my seat as we reached the airport and I noticed Martyn waiting for us
I got out the car as I started to feel funny like something wasn't right as I texted Dan
Hey Dan! I'm here at the airport now, hope your okay
I'm fine, I hope you enjoy Florida
Are you definitely okay at home?
Well I feel ill but I'll by fine"
"Have you taken some medicine? Don't take to much and if you get worse go to the doctors okay? Do you want me to come home?
I'll be fine and I'll Skype you later?
Yep okay, I'll call you once I'm through security
Okay
I still felt weird as we went through security waiting in the queues
"You okay Phil you don't look well" Martyn said
"I want to go home" I said
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Suicidal Boy // Phan
FanfictionDan Howell the boy who had no one. Phil Lester the boy who had someone. Dan Howell. But he didn't know that. Dan isn't okay. And he hasn't been a long time. He has no one. He decides to move into a flat and decides to get a flatmate who happens to...
