Phil's Pov
I woke up and Dan was curled up against me still holding onto my t-shirt for dear life
He was going through so much stuff and he didn't deserve it at all, I wanted him to have everything he ever wanted
I gently moved his hands off my shirt and walked into the bathroom
I quickly went to the toilet as I heard Dan shouting
"Phil! Phil! Where are you!" He shouted panicking as I ran back into the room
"I'm here Dan" I said walking back into the room as he sighed
He put his arms around my neck and hugged me and pulled me so that we both were sat close to each other
I leaned towards him and he covered my mouth with his hand as I was shocked and confused by his actions
"S-Sorry not with everything going on" he said
Oh he thought I was going to kiss him? I blushed at the thought but I had only recently broke up with my boyfriend, I wouldn't do such a thing so soon
"Um Dan? I was just getting some fluff out of your hair"
"Oh" he said blushing as it went quiet
"Wanna have some breakfast?"
"Yeah" he said getting out of bed and following me into the kitchen
I poured myself and Dan a bowl of shreddies as I sat next to Dan
He still seemed a bit embarrassed and was still quite pink
"You alright?" I asked
"Mhm yeah, I just kind of hurt, people are going to think I harmed myself, what is your mum going to think of me?..."
"She'll love you, she liked you when she saw you before don't worry" I said
He sighed and finished eating
"Lets get dressed then" he said standing up and back into his room
"Shall I get dressed in my room? Or do you want me to stay with you?"
"Um you can go into your room but be quick just incase he comes"
"Alright" I said going into my room quickly dressing in a pair of ripped jeans and a Pokémon t-shirt
"Dan! I'm done!" I called knocking on his door
"Come in" he called and I walked in and he was shirtless
I blushed and looked down until he had a shirt on
"What time is your m-" he started as the door bell rung
"Ah she's here" I said as Dan gave a small smile
He followed me as I opened the door
"Hello Phil!" She said as Dan walked into view
"Oh Dan!" She said dashing forwards and scooping him into a big hug
"I'm so very glad that your okay and alive" she said as Dan was obviously shocked and I smiled at them both
Dan closed his eyes hugging her as it was quiet until I heard soft sobs coming from Dan
"Dan are you alright!?" I said as he nodded
"I'm happy" he said smiling but he was crying still
"It's just that not many people care about me but you do and it's such a great feeling" he said
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Suicidal Boy // Phan
FanfictionDan Howell the boy who had no one. Phil Lester the boy who had someone. Dan Howell. But he didn't know that. Dan isn't okay. And he hasn't been a long time. He has no one. He decides to move into a flat and decides to get a flatmate who happens to...
