What if he's mine, but I'm not his? (part 1 of part 2 of 2 parts)

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by Simon-Nevo

by Simon-Nevo

This took me so long to write because I had a hard time finding a song I could base this on...
Anywho...., let's begin den

--Based on happy by Marina and the diamonds--

Couldn't relax, couldn't sit back
And let the sun, light in my lap
I sang a hymn to bring me peace
And then it came, a melody

I open my phone and go to Snapchat, I open the chat and I couldn't believe what I saw.

"Hey casp, uhm, I felt like texting you, ya know. Ugh you probs don't but, it's been 2 weeks since since the party, and, I think, I want to get to know you better and so forth, so ye, snap me back if you'd like *smiles akwardly* bye :) "

I can't believe my own eyes. Joe sugg. My crush, wants to get to know ME better. But, maybe he just wants to be friends. Want if he's not even gay? Don't overthink Casp, it's not like you're living in some sort of weird fan fiction. But wait, maybe that's why he's probably not straight? WHY AM I ASKING MYSELF ALL THESE QUESTIONS? I should just send him something back....

It felt so sweet, it felt so strong
It made me feel, like, I belong
And all the sadness inside me
Melted away, like I was free

"Uh sure. Erm, so, I'm Caspar, but feel free to call me babe" I send back, feeling shame making me blush. "Erm I meant casp* hehe" I send him seconds later.
"Sure thing, babe :))" Joe sends back. I don't really know what to think of this so I just send "haha, very funny"

"For real tho, tell me about urself Caspar lee? I assume." I'm thinking about things I could say. Eehm, maybe I could just tell him about my life? Family? Friends? I don't even know how to start. "How about I come over so we can like, talk irl, it'll be much more fun Joe :))

"Eerhm, sure, even though the only thing I know about you is your name, but sure. My adress is Maynard Drive, number 24. It's a reasonably big house, you'll find it.

"Joe, that's in Duarte. I live in Palmdale, that's 50 kilometres." I can't go over to Joe's, I mean, he lives 50 km away. I don't have a car, or money for public transit.

"Caspar, I have a car, I can come over."
"Oh, OH, OKAY, SEE YOU IN AN HOUR"
read at 04:55pm

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Okay this wasn't as good as pt. 1 don't hurt me 😂😂
BYE