Jaspar one-shots (Completed/Discontinued)

I see you

Just something random i wrote at literally 1:41 am, based on good parts of the song: "I see you" by Kristin Amparo.

-Joe's pov bc why nah-

Can I say that I am sorry,
sorry for the pain I've caused.
Yes, I know I gave you all my words, I know them all so well.
They meant nothing at all.

"YOU ASSHOLE" "GO FÛCK YOURSELF JOE" Caspar and I are having another fight over nothing. I don't know why or how, but somehow we manage to fight 5 times a week.
I just wish he was happy to be with me.
I wish he felt like I do, I don't even know if he loves me anymore. Maybe, maybe we should just break up but I love him to much.
"OH, I REALLY THOUGHT U WERE GONNA DO IT SINCE YOU'RE GOOD AT FÜCKING WITH PEOPLE" I immediately regretted saying that.
"LIKE I GIVE A CARE, AT LEAST I TRIED LOVING YOU, BUT I GUESS I DON'T ANYMORE" Why, why, why did I let it come to this. "Y-y-you wouldn't know love if it hit you in the face Caspar"

I took love all for granted,
And here I'm standing by myself.
Now I wonder, yes I wonder,
would you ever take me back.
I'm so sorry my friend.

"J-Joe I'm-" "Ca-a-aspar, don't even try anymore, y-y-you don't love me" He got his chances and blew them all, he ripped my heart out and shattered it into a million pieces. And I won't let him fix it again this time, so fûck it, fúck everything. "J-oe, I-" "It's-s o-ver Ca-s, I'm breaking up with you." "But Jo-e I" We both start crying like little kids, I grabbed my car keys, my coat and some money and left. I'll get my stuff later, but for now, I just wanted to drink, drink, and drink again.

All I need is your forgiveness,
I don't know if you are there,
But I know that if you are,
I'm willing yes to try again.
And I'm longing for that day

It's now 4am and I just got out of the 5th club I know. After 5 shots and 3 beers I go home tipsy as fūck. As I reach for my car keys, even though I'm trying to convince myself to walk, I feel my phone in my pocket. I decide to look at it when I see 15 texts and 3 missed calls from Caspar. The last text read:

CaspyBear👽❤: "Jojo, where are you, I'm worried, I know that I shouldn't be but now that you left me, I really know how much I love you"

I don't know if it was the alcohol or if it was me, but I wanted Caspar back, I really wanted him back. I want to cuddle with him again, to hold him, kiss him, fu-- okay not now Joe, keep focused. I get into my car and start driving. Suddenly I'm going 75mp/h (120km/h) and I hear tires screeching, horns, a loud crash, for a split second that seems like and eternity, every thing was at peace and then....

SPLASH

And I, I do.
Yes I see you.
Forever, ever, ever.

-3thd person pov-
*-2 years later-*

Caspar cried as he looked at the last photo him and Joe's took before Joe disseapeared. He hasn't been social active and locked everyone out of his life, his family, friends, subscribers, everyone. Suddenly, the door bell goes. "Coming!" Caspar yells as he gets up and dries his eyes. He opens the door and freezes....

"J-J-Joe?"

" ...... Y-yes"

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AHAHAHAAH IM SUCH AN ASS
BUT ILY ALL
SO MUCH
BYE BYE
LOVE YE