I'm going out of my goddamn mind. I've had more breakdowns since your birthday than I have since you died.
I feel like my world is shattering. I just want to give up on everything. I don't want to live anymore. I've just given up. I'm done.
But I won't kill myself I guess.
I can't.
But I can't pretend like I want to live. And it's not just because of you. Though, you are my trigger.
I feel like everything in my life is just falling apart at my feet.
I just can't do this anymore.
I miss you.
