After that party Harry was sitting alone in his room. He was thinking about Demi. He didn't want to think about her but he couldn't do anything about it. He didn't want to like her. He didn't want to think about her. She was just another stupid girl .. He wanted to think about her like about any other girl..
" Girls are sluts... they are usless and stupid .. She is the same. She must be the same. I must treat her like a queen until I get what I want but I must think about her like about any other girl .. but .. why is it so hard? I must be strong.... I can't like her .. no it is not possible for me to like a girl .. they are all the same ..
but
maybe she is different? Is she?
No she is not. She can't be.
She is like any other girl and I will prove it!
She will be mine! And after that I will break up with her.. "
Next day Demi went to school. All day she tried to avoid Harry because she didn't know what to do. How to act around him. She almost succed in avoiding Harry but he saw her and went to talk to her..
- Hi Demi..
-Hi
-How are you? " What a stupid question is that? Fuck Harry! I need to get my shit together! she is just a girl!"
-I am good and you?
-yeah .. I am good too .. Listen demi I wanted to talk with you about something .. actually I wanted to ask you a question..
-yeah ..
-Well would you go out on a date with me?
-What? Harry I can't I have a boyfriend! Remember?!
-So why did you kiss me?
-I didn't kiss you! You kissed me!
-But you liked that kiss ..
-you ....
-AND I like you .. can't you give me a chance?
-No i can't! bye! - Demi said that and walked away ...
She ran away
Demi was confused. She didn't know what exactly was going on and she didn't like this situation. Being with Harry, talking to him, kissing was a part of her plan and she wasn't suppose to like this but something changed and she actually liked this. She was angry because everything went wrong. She needed that revenge. It was all she had. She wanted to move on, to have a happy life. Demi knew that without her revenge she had nothing. All that time she said to herself that she changed, that she wasn't that girl who everyone hated .. but it wasn't the truth.
Yes she changed but not completely. She still have those moments when she felt like usless piece of shit. But she knew how to change it.
Revenge.
It was all she had.
She wanted to be happy.
She needed revenge to move on.
"I need to put my shit together. I was wasting time. I can't like him. He is devil. I must hate him. I hate him! I wil destroy him and after that I will be happy! I must destroy him because if I will not do that he will destroy me and it will be my end. I can't let that happen.
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Sorry for not uploading in such long time. I just can't write anything and this chapter is stupid and short .. I know it ... I just wanted to write something.
I will try to write few chapters and after that I will end this story ...
Sorry for all mistakes ..
I will try to write next chapter soon but I don't know when ..
Byeeee
