There were moments when Demi didn't want that revenge. Moments when Demi wanted to go away and have a happy life but she knew that without her revenge she wouldn't be able to do this. Actually this revenge was all she had. It was her everything and she wanted to change that.
" I will get my revenge and after tat I will go away" - she thought everyday.
She regreted that she didn't have anyone to talk to. After all what happend to her in the past she couldn't trust anyone even her family. She felt like she was alone on this planet.
Well once she had a friend ... Marta but she felt like she couldn't tell her everything. Marta knew something about Demi's revenge but not everything. Demi wasn't ready to tell her the whole story and her plan.
Demi also couldn't trust her mother. They were fighting all the time. Demi knew that her mother hated her but she didn't know why. Few years ago she and her mother were like best friends but everything changed when Demi's father left her and her mother. Diana(Demi mother) couldn't handle it and she changed. She stoped talking to Demi. It was like she blamed Demi for everything what happend. Diana was acting like Demi was the reason of her husband dissapearing. Demi couldn't understand that. She tried to change her mom attitude but it was pointless because hating Demi apparently was all that Diana had despite that it was wrong really wrong.
Demi couldn't trust her father too. After he left her mom he stoped talking to Demi. It really hurt her. She didn't want her parents to split up but that was something that she couldn't change so she tried to accept that. she also thought that her father will stay in coctact with her. After all he was her father and she loved him! But no. He dissapeard and he never spoke to Demi again.
So yes .... after all what happend in her life ...Demi had really big trust issues.
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Next day she went to school a little bit earlier. She wanted to be there alone. She wanted to do things there that other people couldn't know about .. so she needed some time.
Later during her math calsses she met a girl. And she met that girl for real. She never saw that girl before. Her name was Ann. They started talking and get to know each other. Well actually only Demi found out something about Ann. Almost everything what Demi said was a lie. Demi knew that she can't tell anything to Ann that she must lie to her all the time but still she wanted to be friends with her. She liked that girl and even if having friends wasn't part of her plan she started thinking that maybe she can make a little exeption. It's not lime Demi will told Ann the truth anyway.
At lunch she was sitting alone at her table. She wanted to be alone there. She needed some time to think. Suddenly he came to her, looked at her and said:
-Hi I'm Harry. Harry Styles.
-Nice to meet you Harry. I'm Demi. Demi Lovato.
-Nice to meet you to.
"Great. Now I'm sure that he doesn't remember me!" - she thought
-Can I sit with you? - asked Harry.
-Yeah. sure.
She smiled at him.
"Gosh you have no idea how much i hate you. Hmm I see that you are making everything easier to me. You will regret that day Harry. I promise you" she thought and then started talking to him.
Suddenly harry asked:
-Demi can I say something to you?
-Yeah sure.
-You are beautiful, very beautiful.
Firstly Demi didn't know what to said. She didn't expect that. There was even a moment when she wanted to belive him but she knew that she can't. She knew that everything what he ever said to a girl was a lie. she already knew that he started playing his game with her like he did with almost every girl in school.
She knew about it but Harry didn't knew about her game and that was a big advantage for her.
She can play her game and he won't find out about it.
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So do you think about this chapter?
Hmm this chapter is boring I know ...
next one should be better .. there will be something with Demi and Harry ....
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