Way Out and In

The accident 2

I am up and out of bed today only to find that every think around me was spinning and I had pane in my side where am I .I  was not in my room I know my room this is not it  I didn't know what was going on I tried to move but couldn't the last thing I remembered was .....

I pull my self up and look around but to my surprise know one was there I tried to not think about what had happened to him in the accident but I couldn't ,the last minute when the car hit   semi truck I heard him say that he loved me and that I would see him again then he pushed me out of the car and I when tumbling out then I don't remember what happened next but all I knew was that my father gave up his life for me and that I was terrified not just  because​i was going back to her because my father gave up life for me I need to find the nurse to .....

Hello my dear I see that you tried to leave me just like your father but once your out of the hospital you will know how it feels to be left out in the cold she said with a smile.Mother I want you out of here now you have no right to be here and I don't care at all what you do but leave now HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT I AM YOUR MOTHER SHE SAID and tried to slap me but she was stopped by a nurse please get her out of here she is in the middle of one dunk rage and I can't do it any more I said crying the nurse pushed her out of the room and then called security security came and got her and Drug her off of Hospital grounds the nurse told me as she sat there trying to calm me down she then asked do you have anybody you can call that will support you right now I do I told her well get a hold of them ok I told the other nurses that your mother is not allowed in thank you so much
I don't want her to come in at all I know I know it ok can I ask you some think yes you can.... um the Doctor Who examined you said that most of the injuries where old did she ,yes she did almost every day and I almost died a few times but I had finally got out of there and you know what happened the only one who could save me is now dead and I don't know what to do any more I just need to get my phone ok so that I can call my grandma she lives fare away but she loves me so Please get my phone I will but for now try and get some sleep thank you I lie down and finally I can sleep knowing that my mother you will never find me or she can never hurt me  

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I find my phone on the table only to find that it has a huge problem its crushed in to many pieces  I don't know if it will still work or not but I tried anyway spritz it worked I got throw to my grandmother who knows what's been happening to me she says what happened now dear grandmother I need you to come down and get me from the hospital WHAT DID SHE DO THAT WAS THAT BAD it wasn't her this time I will tell you what all when down when your here "ok love you grandmother" I love you to and I will be there as soon as I can

What happened to me why does bad things always happen to me why can't I just have one good think happen to me it's always me never any one how do I find my way out or in what did l do that is so bad that the one person who has been there for me has, has to died.