Way Out and In

10

Its been a week scents I was at my grandmothers I looking over the small class of smoke but I still don't have the crage to open it and see why the memory was so bad that he had to remove it from me I put the villa down I still can't shack the memory of the voce I can't get it out of my head ever night I go to bed and the same dream over and over  of metal hitting metal I keep moving then I fill pane in my shoulder and I drop to the ground holding my shoulder as the blood streaming down my arm it grows in amount I look up with blued vision at a big blur of white and gray sat in front of me and growled low as if it was waning me it jumped at me and I screamed thats when I usually wake up screaming I don't get much sleep now I most of the time stay up and do homework but when I find my self falling asleep its the same dream ever night  I think that I might slowly be going insane

zeros view

Almost ever night I here her screaming I don't know what to do ever time she wakes up she is in tears and its getting worse she is not sleeping because of this dream what can I do to make the pane go away I said more to myself then anyone

Over The Weeks

The weeks turned into months before my eyes and I can't believe that I haven't opened it why can't I do it what am I so weak just open it the fate  sound of sand hitting glass over and over drives me incise with out warning it shutters I drop it on the floor and the ones small amount of dusts  grow and sealed my fate I am going to see this even if I didn't want to 

I was in a room filled with other people but I could not talk at all I was pushed out of the way and in to a second room I man who I some how new was my father came into the room we are at war words left my mouth that I had no control over what I was saying go but you need to come back to me father I will you are my everything go now your men are waiting for you I look away from him don't leave this room I don't want them to find you he said I will not but you need to go but if your not back in a days time I will come looking for you I hug him and he leaves

Hours go by and night is here I push the door shut I am leaving and I will find him I move for a sword and a bow I pulled my knife on and lost the dress i moved through the Shadows and to the stables and mounted my horse

With in a hour all I could see was fire and death this is not what should have happened ...aaaaaa father I move with out hesitation to his voice I dismounted my horse and keep running to him I make it halfway there before one of the men tried to behead him I pull my bow from my back and shoot hitting this guy's hand I ran even faster and took to others out but before I could get to him I am hit in the arm I pull the dam think out  the blood starts pouring down my arm and shoulder

I stand to find the big blurred mess from before its my horse but with wings how is that even ....I take out the other two men and get to my father in time to stop the man who I shot first from bring bringing a sword down on his head I finish this guy off with a sword to the gut

I see my father on the ground you look ruff Anny thank the gods your not dead and that you got here in time if it weren't for you I would be dead but this is not the life I want for you don't say that I came for you and to help you and this kingdom I want you to have a normal life and to not have your hands stained with blood that I could have dealt with what are you saying look at me this day you will forget he said and held up his hand the sand faded and I was back in my room I pick myself off the floor and open the door and walk to zeros door I crawled into to bed with him and like a child snuggled up to him and for that first time in months I went to sleep without any fear knowing that the dream is only a dream but there's also some truth to it that once I had a father who would risk anything for me who'd even erase my memories so that I could have a normal childhood and not have to worry about what lightahead a father who gave up more than anyone wood for me and for that I cannot hate him nor can I forgive him what he did he took something important from me but at what cost