Chapter Twenty Six

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Alex's POV

As I stuffed the last of my things into the suitcase I couldn't help but wonder what would have happened if Beck didn't cheat but I felt my eyes sting and pushed away the stupid idea. All boys are the same after all.

"Logan! I'm ready let's go!"

I dragged the few things down the stairs and got ready to leave.

"Alex, you should go say bye at least"

"I have nothing to say to him"

I huffed and walked to the door.

"You coming or am I gonna have to walk?"

"I'm coming, don't worry"

We got it the car and I sighed.

I'm really going to miss this place but I'm really not. I feel like a bitch for not saying bye to him but whatever, he broke my heart, not the other way round.

We reached the airport and Logan helped me load my bags onto a trolley.

"Let's go for a drink, please?" The realisation that I was leaving finally settled in and I felt sick to my stomach.

"Sure, let's check your bags in first" so we did that then went to a Starbucks across.

"Shit Logan, this is it"

"Yep" we sat in deadly silence and soon enough it was time for me to board my plane.

He walked with me till my gate and sighed.

"Alex, I just want you to know that I'm gonna miss you so much and thank you for being there for me all the time, I really am going to miss you" I saw the wet tears roll down his cheeks and he quickly wiped them away.

I pulled him into a hug, then I heard Beck calling me from behind.

"Alex, p-please can I t-talk to you?" He was stuttering as if he was very nervous

"I'll leave you too alone, Alex I'll miss you so much and good luck for the future. Thank you for being part of my life. Keep in touch yeah?"

"Yeah, I will" I felt so sick and sad.

He kissed my cheek and strode off. I had no choice, I had to talk to him now.

"Alex, you can't pretend that we are strangers"

"We're not! Don't you think I know that!"

"Alex, I am so sorry, I never meant to cheat on you. I love you so much and" I started to cry and the burning tears streamed down my face. "And, and, I can't live without you, Alex I'll never be able to forgive myself but please, please forgive me. I love you with all my FUCKING heart and I can't fucking function without you around me. I miss you, your laugh and your smell and your beauty and your, your everything Alex!"

He stepped closer but I stepped back.

"Beck, you don't know how much I love you" his eyes lit up "but you broke me, you, you broke my heart and yet I still love you. I love you so much but your no good for me. Beck, I can't do this, I won't do this to myself. I won't humiliate myself AGAIN because that's all I've done."

"But Alex-"

I took in a deep breath.

"No buts Beck, your no good for me. I have to go on, I have to do what makes me happy. I'll never forget you Beck and I'll always love you, but I have to do what's right for me and you" my voice broke and I cried even harder. "You, your not whats good for me."

He reached out to grab me but I moved, his beautiful green eyes glistened.

"Beck, I need to go save myself, one day maybe we'll meet again and maybe you'll realise how hard I fell for you and how badly you broke me."

And with that I turned and walked away.

I took my seat on the plane and stared out the window. The tears dampened my shirt and I could taste their saltiness in my mouth. I took a sharp breath and wiped away my tears. I'll move on, I'll get over him.

The plane took off.

New beginnings I told myself, and drifted off into sleep.

A/N shit! That's it guys! My first ever story is over! I really hope you enjoyed it even though it's not that great. Check out my other story stolen :)

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