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IV

i hope you never come to realize i'm talking about you, the four years we've been through, and i miss you more and more;

my dearest blossom,

i wonder if you'll ever have the chance to read these letters...
if you do, i hope you don't understand that they're about you

as much as i want to make you remember me
and what we had together
i don't want to force you,
i don't want to push you too hard
so when you inevitably retreat
i'll always let you

it's been more than four years
since i've seen a glimpse of the you that i used to know
but the memory doesn't feel the slightest bit faded,
it's still as sharp as the very first minute i brought you home

i'm familiar with the new you
but your feelings aren't as intense
as they were before
and you no longer wear
our beautiful wedding ring

i miss your radiant smile

forever yours, sehun