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III

you keep your head locked away, your worries to yourself
but how am I supposed to help; to pull you up from your inner hell?

my dearest blossom,

1460 days:
that's how long it's been
since the old you left me

67:
that's how many different ways
i've tried in hope of getting you to love me back for the second time

but just when i think i've made progress
you pull yourself away
and lock the door on your memories

you whimper and cry
whilst i desperately try
but you won't let me in

what happened to you?
i suppose the trauma just beat you down and forcefully took away your love
but still, it wouldn't hurt to give it your best shot

do you even want to get better?

forever yours, sehun