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the calming thought of you smiling is what i'd love to wake up to, but i never see that anymore,
the pills go easier with water;

my dearest blossom,

when i sleep at night
the panic strangles me,
the same panic that consumed me on the day you hit the floor

then at the thought of your adoring embrace
the darkness is chased away
by your ethereal glow
only to ebb back in
when the you in my dream
forgets that i never hurt you
and snatches your arms away

the sleeping pills
don't work on me
but luckily they work on you
so that the night terrors
can't plague your damaged brain too

i'll bring you a glass of water

forever yours, sehun