spilled ink

deux

i hate everything
and the worst part, is that i hate that i hate everything
i'm just so sick and tired of everything
and everyone
please, someone take this pain away from me
i'm tired of feeling like this
i don't know what's wrong with me
i know that i need help
but i don't want help
i hate doctors
medicine
therapy
it's all bullshit.
why can't things be easy for me¿
that's all i really want although i know life isn't easy
that's probably why i don't want life
or need it
i'd be happier if i was buried in my own grave