It was always so hot so suffocating
I couldn't breathe
I didn't want to breathe
I wanted to be anywhere else but was forced to endure the pain and uncertainty everyday
I wanted to cry
I wanted to scream
I was always overwhelmed
My emotions always escalating and clashing
I wanted to die
I wanted to live
I could hear my heartbeat in my ears
I could feel the burn of every stare
I was so tired
I walked down that hallway everyday with so much dread as if I'd never see the outside again
My hair hung across my face like a mask
I never spoke
I sat silently and invoked that I'd always be so fucked that life always got me fucked and I was stuck so I might as well jump from the top of the building
The windows always unlocked
Everyone and everything was moving but I was always in the same place and each minute was like the climax to a scary movie
Constantly afraid something will jump out and bite me
I stared straight forward not dare to make a sound
Me on the inside clawed to be let out from this cage from this immortal torture from this hell..
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Poetry Or Words
PoetryWhen I'm hurting inside and my heart aches I write about it... it's not exactly poetry and my vocabulary sucks but I would like to share it.. shoutout to my friend Anna for recommending Wattpad.. Poetic Death is my Oh so dramatic screen name..
