Poetry Or Words

My Unobtainable Lover's Heart

When I look back on your betrayal my heart aches.. Then a burning hate fades in like heartburn and I start to think maybe you had a reason to leave my heart so broke.. To leave me wondering what the hell I was to do and at last time comes and goes and I'm still wondering why you left me so alone especially when I loved you and looked up to you .. Every now and then I still look for you secretly wishing I could hug you one last time before you dissipate from my life like fog and leave me blind and vulnerable to everything.. heart as solid as stone and I couldn't trust anyone anymore .. It took along time for me to find myself but at last I was not the same.. I could wake up every morning and look back at the past but eventually I learned to wake up in the now and dream of a better future where my love could last but it seems that even then I could never have your heart..