I still have nightmares of the torment and the hate
I still feel like just one look could make me break
My heart still aches everyday its in so much fucking pain
I have moments of my life I cant remember every detail but I can't fucking forget your facce
I don't know what hurts the most
That you hurt me so bad or that you impacted my life so much that 10 years later I'm still bound
All I have to say is fuck you
I never asked anything of you
Expectations went to shit
I can't trust anyone because I can't trust you
Fuck you
You make me feel like a wreck
You make me feel like I don't deserve love
Make me feel like a slut
Fuck you
Make me wish I was dead
Make me remember every detail until I feel like I'm dead
Fuck you
A better word for it is numb but that only last so long
Fuck you
Because it wasn't my choice
Fuck you
I fucking hate you
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Poetry Or Words
PoetryWhen I'm hurting inside and my heart aches I write about it... it's not exactly poetry and my vocabulary sucks but I would like to share it.. shoutout to my friend Anna for recommending Wattpad.. Poetic Death is my Oh so dramatic screen name..