How Did I Find You? || Stydia

Stardust.

The final bell of the day went off and just like that, Stiles and I left the locker room and parted for the day. I enter my car, close the door and sit.

we kissed.

I wanted to scream, I wanted to tell everyone. It was so worth every second. But then again, I only kissed him to stop his panic attack, so it means nothing.

nothing at all.

Do I call him? No that's just silly, I wish I could ask Allison what to do, I'm sure she is cheering where she is, rooting for me.

I watch all the cars leave the school, the huge rush dies down 15 minutes later, I watch my window and notice Stiles' Jeep hasn't left either. I can't see him, but why hasn't he left yet?

Thoughts run through my head before I quickly shut them down.

I start my car and begin to leave the school carpark

"Just friends Lydia, just friends," I say to myself while driving.

✪✪✪

"Do I need to bring anything?"

"Lydia I've already told you a million times no!"

"but you might ne-"

"Nothing! This night is for you and Allison, all you need to do is show up okay?"

I sighed and fought with myself not to nag on, then I mumbled into the phone,

"see you soon."

Ended Call With Scott

After I got home from school, I soon got a text from Scott, about how everyone is hanging at his house tonight since tonight is the two-month anniversary of Ally's death, we didn't do anything for the one month since I was drugged in a hospital, well then, what a few months. I'm lucky I even have these friends now, only like 6 months ago it was just Ally and me, now I have this huge support system.

I had no idea what to except as I left my house and drove down to Scott's place that night. As I arrived and entered his house, it was perfect.

Fairy Lights, Mellow Music, Pizza, Board Games and Amazing People.

There was around 10 of us, as I went around greeting everyone, I made the awkwardest eye contact with Stiles and it made me feel so nervous.

I'm not sure how to approach him, he is my friend. So do I just ignore it and chat to him, or just ignore him for tonight until Monday, so that gives me all weekend since it's Friday night now.

just stay out of his way.

✪✪✪

The night went on and it was amazing, it was so calm and beautiful but thinking about Stiles made me feel unsettled, it was like I couldn't completely relax.

Later on had a toast to Allison and we told stories and shared memories about her. (when I saw we I mean mainly me).

It wasn't sad, it was a positive happy environment.

"Well.." I went to share a memory.

"This is like back to when we were like 8-10ish age. She used to hate to believe in pain through love and tell me how she would never let me break my heart, we would built forts and hide in them for hours and talk about how we would never let anyone break my heart and break each others."

At this point, I was wiping the tears away from my face and tried to laugh it off.

"But yet, she broke my heart. God, I miss her"

I suddenly felt all these warm bodies around me, all my friends hugging me. Liam said some joke and we all laughed, lifting the mood up. A song Kira loved started to play and everyone moved on.

I decided to step outside for some air. I notice how the outside also have fairy lights,

"wow, nice job Scott," I said to myself out loud wandering around his garden.

"Well I did most of it, Scott doesn't exactly know much about decorations."

I turned to find Stiles on the other side of the garden, giving me a shy smile.

"makes more sense," I say neutrally, nodding.

I can feel him staring at me, I just ignored him and looked around the beautifully decorated garden.

I had no clue what to say, what he was going to say, what to do in general, why'd he even come out here?

"Lydia-"

"Look, I'm just embarrassed Stiles, for what happened today, for me crying, and it would be amazing if you don't discuss any of it," I say raising my voice but not being angry, just trying to get my point across.

✪✪✪

After what seems like a lifetime of silence, Stiles randomly lies down on the grass.

I turn to him about to lose it and ask him to leave me alone, but I realise what he is doing, he is watching the stars.

We both stay in silence as I lay next to him and look at the sky.

Geez, the sky is beautiful.

I suddenly feel completely and utterly relaxed. The world seems so peaceful for once.

"I bet you Lydia" Stiles point to a star

"That's Ally, it's the brightest star shining tonight, it has to be her.."

I start crying again like the biggest idiot, then he grabs my hand.

And the whole world is still.

I quietly whisper "thank you"

and we watched the stars together.

oh hey fam, so like, I haven't updated since August (WHOOPSS SORRY ABOUT THAT). Anyway so this story now has like 16000 reads, I thank you guys so much, I've obviously been watching the new season and like wtf, I just keep crying. Hope you enjoyed this chapter xx (I lowkey think it's adorable)