Compelled 2

2

I scrolled through my laptop, quietly listening to music. I tried ignoring the fact what Zayn had done tonight, but the memories stayed. His blood was still running through my veins. I remember Harry saying it would pass in a full day. All I could hope for was not to die unexpectedly, but no one could really avoid death. The main question stuck in my head, was why? Why did he do it? Why did he feel like he had to do it? To prove a point? Because that message was not sought through. I wasn't angry, I wasn't sad. I felt confused, I felt bad for him. This was all my fault right? This is why he's so messed up. He drank blood and killed, yet I felt like the bad person. Like...the monster.

The next morning I showed up to Mr. Becs class somewhat early. He was no where in sight, only a few students sat in the room. A cheery girl took a seat beside me. "You're Celia right?" Her hair was long and blonde. She had on diamond earrings with a colorful dress. "Um yes" I awkwardly smiled having no clue how she knew my name. "I'm Heaven, I heard you were from London, I've always wanted to go there" I opened my mouth to speak but Mr. Becs walked into the room. He shot me a confused look which I only replied with breaking eye contact.

"Today we will be taking notes" after a few hours of writing the bell rang. I quickly walked towards the door but was stopped when Mr. Becs grabbed onto my upper arm. "You disappeared last night" "I'm sorry" I spat. "Where did you go?" he asked shaking his head. "I, I forgot about an essay that was due in one of my classes." "On the first day? Look Celia, if you didn't want to go last night-" "I wanted to, its complicated okay" "I actually understand. My girlfriend of 8 months just broke up with me." "Oh, Um s-" "Don't say sorry, no one should feel bad for me"

"Yeah they should. 8 months is a long time" I disagreed truly feeling guilty for ditching him last night. "She just left me, no explanation at all" "Maybe she'll come around" I suggested lightly grabbing his shoulder. "She took all her things out of our apartment. I think goodbye is a little too late." The bell rang signaling I had been late. "I have to get to class" "Right. Thank you Celia. You made my day suck a little less" "No problem" I scoffed shyly smiling. "Do you want a note for being late?" he asked before I opened the door. "If its not much trouble" he scribbled his signature on a piece of paper ripping it from a notepad and passing it to me. "Thanks"

As I made my way through the empty halls Zayn was leaning up against a wall. I turned around but he appeared in front of me. "Leave me alone Zayn" I groaned turning around once again to be rejected by his chest. "You could still die you know, and become a vampire. It would take less than a second to snap your neck" His strong arms pushed me against a few lockers. "Stop" I whined. His grip around my waist tightened cutting off air. "That hurts" I already felt bruises forming on my hips. He nudged his face into my neck breathing in deeply. His lips kissed at my neck sucking on the skin lightly, his sharp teeth grazing over my neck. "Zayn, don't" I yelled louder. My hands pushed against his chest, with no reaction. He was too strong. "Your blood tasted too good last night." he whispered slamming my head against a locker. "It was sweet" he mumbled. "rich, warm" "Is there a problem?"

Zayn stepped away his eyes meeting the voice. Mr. Becs walked closer to us "Leave the girl alone" "You think I'm going to listen to a wimpy writing teacher? Really?" Zayn snickered rolling his eyes. "Don't hurt him" I mouthed. "I guess I will spare you for now. Me and you will continue this later" he smirked directing the last part towards me. "Do you know him?" Mr. Becs questioned once Zayn was gone. "Well I guess you had your turn to talk about your ex, that,  was mine" "Did he hurt you? I heard you scream" "Oh, um. No I'm fine" "Celia, I can call the cops if he won't leave you alone" The thought popped into my head slightly making me cringe. Zayn would most likely go and kill every last cop out there. He wasn't going to leave me alone until it was his decision.

"I'm fine, really" I turned my back to Mr. Becs walking away before this conversation could get any more weird. Talking about ex's with your teacher? Not many students could say they've done that. Or wanted too. Zayn's words nervously re played in my head. "Me and you will continue this later" what did he mean? The part where we were arguing or the part where he was about to sink his teeth into my neck? Would he have gone through with draining every ounce of blood from my body. So that I would die and become a vampire? Why didn't he understand that wouldn't change my mind about anything. I loved Harry, and yes I loved Zayn. But I wasn't loving who he was becoming.

Once I reached my dorm I called Niall for my own piece of mind. He always knew how to make me smile and feel better. He made me remember what life was like before the whole vampire deal. "Celia?" "Niall, Zayn is..." "I know" he sighed. "What do you mean you know?" "He rambled on about his whole plan to get you. He said he turned off his humanity" "His humanity?" I echoed. "He said it was like a switch. You flip it on or off. If you turn it off you don't have to feel anything unless you focus on one specific topic, which I guess for him,  is well, you." "That's why he's been so different" "I wish I could help Celia" "Just by talking to me you help. The only friend I've made at collage is my writing teacher" Niall's laugh filled my ears making me laugh along with him. "Don't worry, Collage isn't so easy for me either" "C'mon Niall, everybody loves you" Silence took over for a few seconds making me wonder if he hung up. "Except you" he spoke sounding hurt.

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I am so sorry this is so short. I have been SOOOO busy you have no idea. The quarter for school ends Jan 24 and all missing work is due Jan 17 I have just been making up work because I have missed a lot of days so yeah that's why I have been so busy. After this week hopefully I will be able to update a lot:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAYN I STILL REMEMBER THE FETUS DAYS. CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR 21 DUAFIJKDHAFJKDJ AND THE TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACE

I have a 1D hoodie that says "Vas happening"

Memories...memories.