labirinthine

letter six.

dear, you.
so i decided not to send you this.
i'm not quite ready for your response.
i know it'll be shocking to you.

anyway,
i sat alone at lunch today [as usual],
you came and sat down with me.
i know why you did it.
your friends were busy.
once again,
i'm your last choice.

i've always wanted for this to happen,
and it did.
yet,
it doesn't feel,
pleasant.
it was a bit awkward.
you did the talking, of course.

please don't make me your last choice.
it's sad knowing that you only come to me when your friends are away.
it's like i'm your backup.

as much as i liked it,
i need you to stop.
i don't want to be your backup friend.

–me
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this letter is actually my favorite so far! a little longer than usual, so i hope you guys like it. alright, bye guys! <3