labirinthine

ninth letter back.

dearest, m.
i saw you at school today.
you were so happy,
so bubbly.
and i on the other hand,
am the opposite.

how could you be so happy,
in just a matter of time?

you moved your seat from me.
i guess you didn't want me,
or anything related to me.
you want to be happy.

i'm sorry if i hurt you loads of times.
i couldn't understand you.
it was because i was happy.
i couldn't understand you because we weren't on the same page.
for a moment i thought we, for once,
were.

i know you receive my letters, m.
and i understand that you don't reply to them.
i made you unhappy,
for god knows how long.

i'm sorry.

–aaron.
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this chapter is actually one of my favorite chapters i've written! and it's pretty long, so i hope you guys like it. xx