Random Crap About Meh 2

...I-i-i-i need he-l-p...

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ITS VERY SAD AND DEPRESSED!
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️*

   Do you have that moment that you want to cry but you have nothing to cry about? Well that's me right now... I have a lot of emotions that I can't show because I'm terrified that people will laugh at me or make fun of me and call me a cry baby...😭😭 I have always been that girl that hasn't fit in the crowd of my so called 'friends', it's been like that for about 4 or 5 years now and it's been living shit for me and everyone is happy go lucky bitches that are smart and pretty... I'm just the basic dumb bitch that is everyone's least favorite in the group...😱I know right?? Weirdo? I'm I right or what?? That's what people think of me... Do you feel sorry for my ass? Don't! It's been like this since my last boyfriend over this summer in about July or something like that but ya... he ruined my life! If you're seeing this, you can go fuck yourself... I don't care how you do it but ya GO FUCK YOURSELF!! Ok I'm done yelling at my ex... Let's finish this depressing chapter or story about me... so on November 30th was one of my family members wake or funeral and I didn't cry at the place only in the car on they way there so this is why I'm writing this chapter of my depression because I FEEL LIKE A EMOTIONAL BITCH... Ok now that it's out of my system I'm a little better but still SHIT... I know something has been missing from me but I can't name it... Let's see *looks at google history* OK now I remember

•_• To be continued in the next chapter •_•