Random Crap About Meh 2

why am i so wrong...

i just need to go die in a hole with no one that will pick me up

dont save me

i have a bad body

i hate every inch of me

i hate the feeling of waking up in the morning knowing that i have people care about me, i dont deserve them

let me overdose on caffeine  

for once ill be actually awake enough to deal with the fact that i have been in over 15 relationships

huh who is the messed up one now 

 im just tired

i cant sleep well

i almost passed out today because i didn't eat

i know

i should eat but whatever 

i hate that i could ruin another person

my mind tells me to run from my problems

  just run abby, he will fade away, just run

i keep looking back to the messages but i just get more weird

so i might as well let you sleep

~A.P