I love you Phil | Phanfic | contains a lot of smut

Should I Tell?

Dan's POV

It's been a week since I yelled at Phil, I have cried multiple times after that. I have bottled up my feelings for Phil for over 6 years I guess the only reason why I haven't said it I don't know how the constant crying has only just started recently I guess it's getting to me that I can't share my feelings towards him. I think today would finally be the day I can't deal with this anymore. Just then was a knock on my door.
"Dan, want to come play some Mario Kart with me?" Phil said from behind my door.
"Um...... No thanks not right now" I said hastily. He entered my room without warning and noticed that I was just sitting there on my bed. He walked over and sat beside me. "What's up" he said cheerfully. Damn he is cute when he's happy. I just to wrap hem in a big hug and cuddle him but I didn't instead I flopped backwards on my bed he kind of looked at me in for a few seconds and smiled. it was killing me, why did he have to be so cute all the damn time.
"Phil?"
"Yes"
"How do I say this?" I sat back up stared into his beautiful blue eyes. Was I really going to do this. I I can't . Well there goes my self-confidence down the drain
" you're the bestst friend anyone could have" I said quickly I wasn't ready to tell him yet. I wasn't ready to tell him that I want to be more than best friends. So instead I gave him a hug he looked taken back that I suddenly gave him a hug but he continued to hug me.

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Phil's POV

I was really bored and Dan was being lazy I didn't want to come out of his room I decided to go and ask him if he wanted to go play Mario Kart with me I'm really worried about him. He hasn't been himself lately he's been crying constantly. I want to talk to him but I'm afraid what happened a week ago will happen again so instead I'll just go talk to him ask him if he wants to play video games he can't turn me down then. I knock on his door
"Dan do you want to come play some Mario Kart with me?" I said
"Um........ not right now" he said. He sounded very sad I decided enough is enough and went in. He was sitting on his bed staring at the floor. Typical. So I sit down next to him
"What's up?" I asked and then smile at him hoping it would make him smile it didn't work. Instead he flopped backwards onto the bed. And then after 30 seconds awkward silence.
"Phil ?" He asked
"Yes"
"How do I say this?" He said the last sentence very hesitantly he was holding something back. Maybe that's why he has been crying she's been wanting to tell me something he just didn't know how.
" your the bestest friend a person could ever have" whatever he was holding back he didn't say it he held it back which I know is going to hurt him even more.
Suddenly he brought me into a hug I was shocked. But then I hugged him back. I wish I could help him more but until he tells me What wrong I can't help him. I feel like a terrible friend.