Fate & Destiny

Past (Chapter 5)

[Notice: Before reading, I would like to inform you that this chapter contains boyxboy actions. If boyxboy actions disgust you, please do stop reading. Those who don't mind, good, now read it. :p]

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Alex

To the girl whom I once loved

I couldn't believe what I had said to J. I had told her the truth, the raw truth about me being gay and cheating on her. She looked shocked, as though she had gotten electrocuted.

Yeah, I cheated on her. J tended to get a little overbearing at times which was getting hard to tolerate. I went off with another guy named Jack. But he was sensitive, charming and not to mention cute.

I had spent the summer break with him and I felt as if that was the happiest, most fun-filled time of my life. Jack had a pair of attractive blue eyes that were so attractive that sometimes I ended up in a daze.

Jack was a perfect guy; he was Mr-Know-It-All. He always knew how to make things lively, and he made me felt at ease. When he was around, I felt as though I was the happiest, luckiest man on earth. I was lucky to have him, but at the same time, I wasn't.

I lost J because of him, I lost my dream because of him, I lost time because of him. However, living with him was a refreshing experience.

When I first met Jack, it was back during the summer break, at Amangiri. J and I had gone on a vacation in Southern Utah.

Jack was a bellhop, a gorgeous bellhop. When I first met him, his eyes were like precious sapphire orbs that radiated sparks. His smile was the brightest smile I had ever seen.

"Hello, what a lovely couple we've got here. My name is Jack. Would you like me to assist you with your luggage?"

He had introduced himself with such a deep and soothing voice. I wasn't aware he had such sexy voice. But then, how could I have? I stared into his eyes and fidgeted.

"Why yes, thank you,"

He threw me a smirk and effortlessly lifted the luggage and led us to our rooms. I had been staring at him the whole walk to my room.

What if Jack and I were together? Would we make a good couple?

"Hey, why are you staring at Jack?"

J was curious.

"Huh? Oh, nothing," I said while pulling myself out from the daze.

"Here it is, room 308. May I have the room key?" Jack requested.

I handed the key to him and our fingers brushed against each other when he took the key. The light brush sent jolts all over my body and I started to blush. I quickly regained my posture before I embarrassed myself and thanked him before going into the room.

"You can always find me in the hotel lobby if you need any assistance," he said with a grin before leaving.

I was on a vacation with J, only J. I had dreamt of having a sweet time with her, both of us fitted so well together but it started to get boring and I wanted something more, something... different.