The Other Half of Me

Happy New Year

---- Harry's POV ----

Today I'm going to bring Melony to Times Square to watch the crystal ball and some performances for 2014. I know she's going to be happy because she told me that her and her family went down there the year before her dad passed. So I wanted to make it special for her and to tell her that it's a new year and everything is going to change, in a good way! Like, me and her.

None of the boys were together now. Niall is with his family. Zayn with Perrie. Louis with his family. Liam with his. But it didn't matter, I'm with Melony.

Melony went to the grocery store, leaving me at that flat. So I decided to try and get more sleep. I walked into our bedroom, and on the dresser was a notebook. Not a diary. I wasn't sure what was in it, so I took a look on a random page. On the page was a page taped onto the page. It read:

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Dear dad,

You passed away a few days ago, and a few days without you, is like a year without sunlight. I have a lot of mixed emotions right now, but I don't want to tell anyone. So I'll tell you.

I just feel like, if you die, I wanna die! Not having one parent around for the rest of your life is a really bad thought. I know mom will comfort me, but I'll have no dad. I don't have a dad. Sometimes I think of committing suicide or cutting myself, but I'll just cause more pain to myself and my loved ones. I also think that everything is okay and you're in a better place, and then I remember that you're never going to come back. And. And then I want to die. Like, you're my daddy! I've spent everyday with you up until you left for war and then some soldier ice never met before, shows up at our door and says "You're dad has died"?! UGH!!!!!!!! Why does this have to happen to me?! You know, this is my eighth copy of this letter because while I was writing the others, I started to scribble all over the page out of frustration!

I'm depressed, stressed, one direction obsessed! You know that. You've always told me to chase and to never give up on my dreams, but I know I'll never meet One Direction, which makes me more depressed and angry! I mean, you should see my room. Pillows, blankets, clothes, posters, everything all thrown onto the ground out of anger and frustration.

Mom hasn't gotten any sleep since we got the news. She's been taking a lot of walks down the trail. And Drew. Well, you know him. He doesn't show his emotions, but, he hasn't been playing hockey as well as he did before, actually, he can't even put the pick in the net anymore and he gets frustrated. Grandma and Grandpa aren't dealing with it that well either, neither are your friends. Even our poor puppy has been acting strange! He just lays around all day in his bed and does nothing. He doesn't even want to go for a walk.

I miss you daddy. I miss doing everything with you. I miss cooking, dancing, singing, acting stupid with you. And now I don't want to get married because you won't be there to walk me down the aisle. I guess if I find someone so special to me I would, but even if I do find a prince one day, you'll always be my king, even if you're not on the ground.

I love you daddy. Come back soon. Please don't leave me forever. I need you. I need your hugs. I need my daddy.

Love,

Your one and only little girl

PS You're going to be buried in St. John's Cemetery. I'll try to visit you every Sunday.

I love you. I won't forget about you.

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Wow. I never thought that Mel wanted to-

"What are you reading?!" A sweet voice asked, I knew it was Melony.

"N-nothing" I stutter

"Is that my diary?"

Ok. It apparently is a diary.

"Um-uh-yeah-I think"

"Don't read that!" She says and snatches it out of my hand.

She looks down at what I was reading. The letter to her dad.

"Did you read this?!" She asks. I hope she's not mad.

I nod my head.

"All of it?"

I nod again. I look up at her and she starts to cry. Immediately, I hug her tightly and rub her back.

"Don't cry babe. It's okay" I tell her

"I'm not crying because of the letter" she says "I'm crying because in the letter I told my dad that I will only want to get married to someone special to me. And I found you. I love you"

"I love you too Mel" I say. We kiss and we continue hugging. I love her so much and she's special to me too. I never want to let her go. And I won't.

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We're standing in the crowd at Times Square, watching Demi Lovato perform one of her songs. My right arm is wrapped around Melony and I know she's comfortable in my hold. She told me herself.

---- Melony's POV ----

Harry holds me in his arms. I love when his big muscles, strong muscles, whatever he calls them, holds me securely.

I'm having so much fun with Harry, watching Demi perform, singing along, taking pictures and videos, taking pictures with fans! It's awesome! And tomorrow is going to be even better because Harry and I are doing an interview with Ellen DeGenerous! I'm so excited!

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"3, 2, 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!" The crystal ball dropped and everyone was cheering! Harry and I looked into our eyes and smiled "Happy new year babe!" He said "Happy new year baby!" I reply, and we kiss. When we release, he holds me in his arms, and we stay close, watching the fireworks go off.

I never want this amazing feeling to leave me.

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Thanks for reading! Sorry it was short :(

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