Stockholm Syndrome

27. Tylers gay!!??

Tyler's P.O.V

So, I'm gay. I knew I was in 8th grade. I wanted to be like everyone else. Even though I knew I was different. I dated girls to fit in, but it didn't feel right. I met Brandon in the middle of 8th grade. I instantly fell for him. I had a weird feeling in my body. That feeling was love. I knew Brandon was straight. He's straighter than a line. Of course, I had to be friends with him. I told him everything. I just didn't tell him that I'm gay and that I love him. I knew that would scare him off. So, we were just friends. That hurt me badly. I wanted to be able to hold him in my arms and kiss him. 9th grade came, Brandon was the populars. He had all the girls. That's when he was hanging out with me less. That hurt me inside because I didn't want to lose him. Though, the middle of 9th grade, he hung out with me more than the popular guys. He said all the girls that he dated were sluts and wanted to do the nasty with him. He declined them and came crawling back to me. I know that seems really messed up, but I love him so I didn't care. We ended up meeting Carter, Cody, Dylan, and Luke. We all turned out to be friends. Those guys were the bad boy type. So, basically Brandon and I turned into bad boys. I didn't like it. I could tell Brandon didn't either. So, what happened was we ditched school, and sold drugs. Carter finally said for us to drop out of school and we could do our own thing as a group. So, we listened to what he said. We became murders. Which I hated. I'm so glad we left Carter. I know that one time I kissed Alexis, but I didn't even feel anything. After I kissed her, Brandon was on my mind all day that day. Yeah, I love Brandon Conner.

"I'm tired." Anna said.

I realized that the movie ended.

"We can go to sleep, babe." Brandon said.

I sighed if only he called me babe...

"I wanna sleep too!" Alexis said running upstairs with Luke following her. I guess everyone did too because they all went upstairs to their rooms. I walked into my room and crawled under the covers. I drifted off to sleep.

"Tyler, babe wake up." I heard the sound of my boyfriend's voice.

I smiled and opened my eyes.

He smiled. "There's my Tyler."

I smiled at the thought that he said I was his.

He pecked me on the lips. "Want breakfast, babe?"

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "Sure."

"Your morning voice is so sexy." He said handing me some clothes.

I blushed.

He walked over to me and kissed my cheek. "You're so cute when you blush."

I smiled a weak smile.

"You ok cupcake?" Brandon asked.

"I just don't think this is real." I said.

"It's real." He said.

"But it doesn't feel like it." I said looking at the ground. "I just wouldn't think you would love someone like me." My eyes got teared up.

"Tyler, look at me." He said.

I looked at him with a tear sliding down my face.

He wiped my tears with his thumb and kissed me passionately. "I love you and I don't like it when you talk bad about yourself."

"But...it's true.." I said.

He pulled me into his arms. "You're perfect to me."

I sat up from my bed.

"Brandon?? Brandon??" I said.

Then reality came back to me. "Oh." I laid back down. If only it was real...
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