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"You're really leaving?"
We're at the AIRPORT with my mom,but thè difference is I'm the one who was saying goodbye.
I had to go back in Manila because my life is waiting there.
"Mom,we talked about this,right?",i asked and frowned as i saw her tears
Well i'm mommy's girl,and in mommy's mind I'm still her baby.
"Maybe you can come with me,mom?",i teased and raised both of my brows up and down
"You know how much i wanted to,but you know my life is here Sweetheart.",mom explained and form a smile
"Ugh!fine.but i really have to go.",i said and hug her as she cried behind my hugs
"I'm going to miss you,sweetheart.",she whispered
"Mom,you're making it hard.",i snorted
"You know how i made sure to keep you in my eyes,since it's only the both of us.",mom eyes turned into sad expression as she looked away
Mom's right,its only the two of us.
My father died back when i was eight years old (according to mom story)and that's it why mom is staying here in the US.
Mom lost everything about our wealth when Dad died because of Rivals and his secretary who fake the papers and never came back after she stole everything.
I know it's been hard for mommy,i already have told her to file a case but she said it doesn't make sense.
Mommy is a business woman and now she's handling a small business hotel here in California which really help to send me in Medical School and ofcourse to provide me my necessities.
"Mom,what does difference does it make when your life belongs here and mine belongs there?",i ask
The summer is over and i have to go back in my own country.
I know U.S have this better opportunity for my study,but for me...my heart beats that i belonged in the Philippines.
I'm Zahara Katerinna Constanza Gustin
My friend/s simply calls me 'Zee'
19,5'6 1/2,I'm a medical student in Argon Medical University.
I was born on November 14 and that's all know.
Well i suffered in a short term memory lost.
There were times,many of them when i count the moment i lost my memories.
In mom's story,i had an accident back when i was 16 where i got Amnesia and suffered to this.
I can be cured,but no medicine is told.
The doctor said,that the answer is in me.
Well i can remember but not specific things like how they happened and how they ended.
In my studies,i ensure not to forget them since my goal to be a doctor is in there.
I made sure to surround myself with friends and people since it haunts me that if one day i just woke up again and have no idea in what world i am.
Maybe my syndrome terrifies mom too.
But for me,I'm sure i could handle them.
Maybe i can,maybe i can't.
I can not forget things when there were things i seen that reminded me about it.
And for that moment things like were flashing like a photo booth like a time machine that leds me back to the memory i had just lost.
There were times when I'm alone,i often think of things...I sometimes wonder if they were reality or just a dream.
I wanna stay in the Philippines since my heart beats that all the answers were there and yet untold.
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18 hours passed
I woke up as i heard the captain made a call that the plane is about to land.
I stared at the window and smile when i finally feel the weather and the atmosphere i used to breathe.
I heaved a sighed as i realize that i'm back to the Hope that i can normally remember.
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I was waiting for a cab when my phone suddenly rung.
Kuya Joseph
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Forever and Always
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