Forever and Always

F.A chapter 6:There's no such thing as free lunch

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Its been awhile since i came back from the U.S.
And Honestly i am not into a Yes of this kind of Environment.
But whatever it is on me,i am out of control over everything about my life.
Well i grew up in a broken family.
My mom left when i was eight and since then things haven't been right.
Dad has been busy over business and I'm stuck on the idea to follow him.
MedSchool wasn't really my dream,well it used to be but then timeline change.and so with my dreams.
But then as a consequence to obey my father i was force to be A DOCTOR.
And i guess,It's worth it for awhile.
I kinda starting to love it.

I know that some would say i should've stayed with my mom if this is the case.
But the thing is my mom is nowhere to find.
And its been a long long while since i haven't seen her.

I can't hide I've been missing the presence of my mom.
Call it a gay,but i used to cry the idea of not seeing mommy FOREVER.
And i guess,i just wanted my mom.

I stop drinking my coffee as i am bit upset as i stare on the screen of my phone.

I'm so sorry sir.I'm stuck on traffic and it would be a long wait that i can be there for your specific time.

And just the way i hate it!
Did my dad just hire some sorta not time consistent?
For a fact dad just waste a money.
If my new driver is excellent enough to deserve the work,He should've been consistent about the travel time and been aware in giving an allowance to fetch me on the said time.

I snorted and I'm heating up on the idea i'll be waiting for my —Driver!
And Ugh!suddenly i bump into someone!

"I'm so sorry!",the person apologize as she tried to help me

But Damn it!did she just added on my headache?and did my own coffee spill on my shirt?

"What the hell?!",i stormed out of my control

I know she said SORRY,but honestly i have no idea why I'm tempted to be mad.

She's been just staring on my shirt.
Haven't this girl got enough nerve that i am angry?

"Are you Blind,stupid, or both?",i ask instead to make her face me

She lifted up her head.
And my jaw dropped.
She raised her brows as she examine me from head to toe

"I just say sorry!what's with the attitude?!I meant what I say SIR!"

Sir?really?
Do i look like too casual or formal?

"Well here's the newsflash MISS,your sorry is not going to dry my clothes.so tell me straight,will it?",i asked instead

I know i shouldn't shot that back.
I know that is wrong.
And that is too bastard of me.
But whatever it is I'm not into explaining.
I just pick up my things and turn my back to her and start walking away.

Instead of being upset for my late driver,i just rode a taxi and start checking up here in MNL.

As i forgot to say,i actually hate Cities.
I would rather Stay in a province and be with my grandma's Mansion than stress myself here in the City.
But as a fact,I'm obedient to my Father.
Actually he wants me to take up Business Administration and i don't know what comes on his mind that he change his decision.
Well if i were to ask,i wanted to be a pilot.
I actually wanted to be an aviator (Rather) because of one reason,my first love.
She always dream that she'll have a pilot on her life.
If I wasn't aware,its because she's fascinating Christian Grey.
But whatever it is,i want that dream to make it up to her.
Even though she's no longer mine.
I wanted to operate her dreams just like how aviator operate an aircraft.