Day 3

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Park Jimin,

Today I went to visit the boys.

It was odd, not seeing you run over to me like a child and hugging me until I couldn't breath.

Instead, I had a crying Hoseok let me in, pulling me into a hug as he sobbed on my shoulder.

I feel selfish that I didn't cry with the rest of them, but I was numb at that moment.

You know what's crazy? Even Min Yoongi was crying. He never cries.

You were selfish, leaving all of us like this. Can't you see how broken we are, you selfish bastard?

I'm torn, Park Jimin.

And so is everyone else.

Did you not think of what impact you would make on the world after you had left?

Did you even think about your parents? Or Park Jihyun, for god's sake.

I need to go visit them.
Would they want to see me? Or would I remind them of you, too?

And your fans. All of them are hurt too.
Because of your selfish decision.

Tomorrow is your funeral.

You make me angry.

But I love you, stupid Park Jimin.

Signed,
Your Jagi

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