Without You {p.j.m} [[completed]]

Day 6

Park Jimin,

Today my parents asked me to move back in with them.

But of course I declined the offer.

I couldn't leave this house. Not after so many memories had been made in here.

My mother didn't like the idea of me staying in the house after what had happened.

My sister asked if I would join her to go shopping for a dress, but I didn't want to leave you at our house alone. You had urged me to go, and that you were planning on going to the studio to work with the boys for a while anyways, so I agreed to going with her.

I should have stayed home.

We got home some hours later and dropped our bags in the livingroom. My sister went to the bathroom and I heard her scream.

"U-Unnie... please.. don't come back here..." she pleaded with me, but of course I was naive.

I made my way quickly to the bathroom and opened the door, only to come face to face with my husband.

You had over dosed and drowned yourself in our bath, Park Jimin.

Oxycodon and a bottle of whiskey.

You didn't drink.

By the time everything had hit me, my sister had called the police and notified them of the incident.

I screamed and cried while crawling over to your lifeless body. Your body was still warm, so I knew it hadn't been long before we arrived that you had done this.

"Why Jimin!? Why! Why..."

I sat by the tub, holding your hand to my face and sobbing.

I still held your hand, even after the warmth had left.

Once the police and paramedics showed up, they had to drag me away from your body.

"My husband!"

I screamed through tears.

I watched as they took your body from the tub and laid you on a stretcher. An officer had handed me a paper, but I had no intention of opening it.

I knew what it was.

I still haven't opened it.

Did we kiss before I left? I can't remember anymore.

I love you, stupid Park Jimin.

Signed,
Your Jagi.